Interspecies Love
The refurbished Town Hall was packed, which was unusual. But
considering the circumstances, thought Clark, maybe not. One of
the older locals was up on the podium, declaiming.
'And I say we get a posse together, and go hunting. I don't know
about you, but for me, the safety of the children is more important
than the law.'
Lex strode into the hall, like a king about to reclaim his throne --
though in Lex's case reclamation was unnecessary, as he hadn't lost the
throne in the first place.
'Mister Matthews, your children are all grown up and have left home for
the Mainland. What's your real agenda, here?'
'Agenda? I don't have an agenda.'
'Everything and everyone has an agenda, from birth to the grave,' said
Lex. 'I ask again, what's yours?'
Mathews shrugged. 'I don't have children living at home, that's
true. But other people do have children. Should they live in
danger?'
'Danger? Danger of what? Of being eaten by a wolf?
For one thing, wolves don't just go around eating people. For
another, I don't believe there is a wolf. Certainly I haven't seen it.'
'With all due respect, Mister Luthor,' said Matthews, hanging over the
edge of the podium to eye Lex up and down, paying particular attention
to his Italian loafers. 'Would you even know a wolf if you saw one?'
'I watch the Discovery Channel,' Lex snapped.
'Well,' said Matthews. 'If you spent less time watching TV, and more
time outdoors, you might have had the opportunity several of our
residents have had -- to see a wolf, in the flesh. Then you might
be singing a different tune.'
Lex smiled. 'I spend plenty of time outdoors,' he informed the
room. 'I was out in the vineyard for some hours this morning.
Clark and I walked here from the Castle. We didn't see any wolf.'
'Oh! Okay, then. Case closed. Let's all go home, and forget about
it.'
Lex laughed. 'Slow down,' he said. 'I'm not saying we
should forget about it. I'm saying I don't believe there's a
wolf. I think it's just a big dog, perhaps abandoned by its
owners. Other people are of a different opinion, clearly.
But if we get up a posse, as you're suggesting, someone might get
hurt. We should call the Fish and Wildlife Branch. Report a
possible sighting.....'
'And in the meantime, someone might get hurt.'
Lex walked closer to the podium. 'I ask once again, Mister
Matthews, what is your agenda? Posses? Hunting
parties? You'd think this was the American West, in the
nineteenth century. Frontier justice was never part of the
Canadian ethos. Maybe you're the one who's been watching too much
TV. I'm issuing fair warning. If any posse of peasants with
torches and pitchforks and hunting rifles ventures onto the Castle
grounds, it will be welcomed accordingly.'
Matthews spluttered something, and climbed down off the podium to take
a seat along the wall. Lex mounted the podium to replace
him. He took off his expensive leather driving gloves and smiled
at the room full of Thetis Island residents.
'Hello,' he said. 'Nice to see you all here, bright eyed and
bushy-tailed. I have an announcement to make.'
One of the newer residents standing near Clark muttered to his
neighbour. 'Who does he think he is?'
'Lex Luthor,' the neighbour told him, wryly.
'Well, yeah, but.... you'd think this meeting was called
specially for him, or something.'
Lex tapped his gloves on the podium, imperiously. 'I want
everyone to pay attention to this, because I'm only going to warn you
once. Joy has gone into oestrus. Heat. She's only a
year old, and I'm not planning to breed her until she's two.
That's a year from now. And when I do breed her, it will be to a
Newfoundland Dog of appropriately elevated lineage. In other
words, if anyone owns an unsterilized male dog, they had better keep it
locked up for the next few weeks. I'll let you all know when
she's no longer fertile. In the meantime, any dog that shows up
near the castle will be shot on sight.'
'Hey!' said the new resident. 'That's not fair.'
Lex chuckled. 'And if you have a dog, sir,' he went on.
'And it manages to bypass my security team, and it lays so much as a
paw on Joy, I will sue you within an inch of your life. Consider
whether or not that is fair, after I've left the meeting.' Lex
nodded to the rest of the room. 'Any other complaints about the
fairness of Lex Luthor? No? Good. If verified wolf
sightings do occur, let me know. I'll expedite a report to the
Fish and Wildlife Branch, and the matter will be dealt with quickly and
safely. The wolf will be caught and returned to its home in the
wild. In the meantime, keep an eye on your children and your pets
and your livestock. That's always a good idea, at any time,
though I doubt the wolf, if it exists, poses any real threat.
Goodnight!'
And Lex strode from the podium, pulling on his gloves. As they
left the building, Clark could hear the new resident complaining to the
room at large about arrogant billionaires. He was pleased,
however, to note that the room at large seemed to be on Lex's side.
**************
'I'll be happy when Joy is out of heat,' said Clark as they walked
home. 'Because it's really making you grumpy.'
'It is not,' Lex snarled back.
'It is, too,' said Clark. 'Anyone would think you were the one
not getting any. And, if you don't settle down, I'll head back to
the dorm sooner than I'd planned.'
'Hey! You can't do that.'
'It's just a threat, Lex. An empty threat. I don't want to go
back to Victoria, okay? I want to spend the whole long weekend
here with you, and Connor. We're having my folks over for
Thanksgiving Dinner on Monday. Mom is making pumpkin pies.
It's all set. I don't want anything to spoil that.'
'Okay, okay. I'm smiling, see?' Lex beamed at him.
'That's good. You don't have to smile every minute though, just
not be such a grouch, that's all.'
'I'm practising,' said Lex. 'For Monday, when your parents come
for dinner.'
'My parents love you. All you have to do is be yourself.'
'Uh-huh,' said Lex. 'But myself, right now, apparently, is a
grouch, according to you.'
It was a cool, crisp October evening, not quite yet dark. Leaves
crackled under their feet as they walked through the woods. The
moon was rising, as the sun was setting -- the Guardian of Night
replacing the Guardian of Day. Clark turned his hearing outward,
checking to be sure his entire domain was safe. Just off the shore, he
could hear whales spouting, diving deep to catch fish, rising to spout
again. He heard dogs barking off in the distance, and hoped their
owners would keep them locked up for the next few weeks, as Lex had so
kindly suggested. A few cows lowed nearby. A squirrel
scampered up a tree. No cars, since most Thetis Island people had taken
up bike riding, these days.
He heard a rustle in the underbrush. Something pacing beside them,
curious, but not threatening.
'What's that?' asked Lex. 'I saw something white and furry... and
then it disappeared. Better not be a dog.'
'Maybe it's the wolf,' Clark suggested.
'There is no wolf,' said Lex, his tone suggesting Clark had lost his
mind. 'Really, Clark. A wolf, on Thetis Island? Since
when?'
'There are wolves on Vancouver Island.'
'Canis lupus crassodon, yes. A sub-species of the Timberwolf.
Very shy. Not at all aggressive. I don't know what everyone
is so upset about.'
'Old myths die hard,' said Clark. 'But maybe one swam across.'
'Why would it do that?' asked Lex. 'The tourist season is
mostly over.'
Clark scanned the woods nearby, but saw nothing.
'Well?' asked Lex.
'No wolf that I can see,' Clark replied.
'There you go. If you can't see a wolf, there's no wolf to be
seen.'
'Your trust in me is amazing,' said Clark. He pulled Lex close, rubbed
his hands up and down Lex's arms.
Lex shivered, and pressed even closer to Clark's warmth. 'My
trust in you is absolute,' he whispered. 'Don't ever betray it.'
'I would rather die,' said Clark, and he kissed Lex's earlobe, gently.
'It's too cold for this, out here,' said Lex. 'Let's get
indoors. Curl up by the fire.'
'Listen to Joy fretting because she doesn't have a boyfriend... Hey, I
sympathise, okay? I have tons of sympathy. It's just....'
'It's distressing, I know. It will be over soon, though. At
least with dogs these things don't drag on for years. In a year
or so, we'll find her a boyfriend....'
'What if she doesn't like the one we find?'
'We'll keep trying until she makes her choice. I'm not about to
force her to mate. I won't allow that. But I think most
dogs are happy with whoever shows up to the party.'
'Not always,' said Clark. 'Some dogs are fussy.'
'Well, if Joy's fussy, I'm fussier. I can imagine the perfect
mate for her. Strong, quiet, commanding, but not bossy.
He'll be tireless, and inventive, and he'll make sure she has a good
time.... Hmm. A lot like you, I guess.'
'I'm not sure if I'm flattered, or offended,' said Clark.
The Castle was bright, lit up from within, warm and welcoming. It
was home. Connor heard them come in the door, and ran up on his
tiny baby legs to greet them. Lex looked around for Joy, but she
didn't follow Connor, as she normally did.
'Where's Joy?' asked Lex.
'Out,' said Connor.
'Out? Outside? Who let her out?' Lex's voice rose
exponentially with each question.
'I did, Daddy,' said Connor. 'She wanted to play. Play with
the big doggy.'
*************
The entire Castle was in an uproar. Lex was organizing search
parties worthy of a major crisis like an earthquake or tsunami.
Clark had one eye and ear attuned to him, while the other eye and ear
were conducting his own search of the surrounding area. He kept
expanding the search outward, further and further, but to no avail.
'Lex, I can't find Joy anywhere. Your searchers are wasting their time.'
'What am I supposed to do, then? Give up? She must be
somewhere, even if she's... even if she's.... Even if we just
find a body, it must be somewhere.'
'She's not dead. Don't freak out like this. She's only been
gone a short time. There's no traffic on the roads to worry
about. She's young, but she's a big dog. Nothing serious
could have happened to her.'
'Then where is she, Clark? Kidnapped by aliens? It's not
like there's a shortage of those around.'
'Why would an alien....'
'I don't know, you tell me. To experiment on, maybe?'
'Lex....'
'Just stop arguing with me and help me find her, okay?'
'Maybe all this racket is scaring her off, did you think of that?'
'Oh, now it's my fault? Thanks.'
Sometimes Lex could be a big pain in the ass, thought Clark. And
not in a good way, either.
In the midst of all this rampage, a little voice piped up: 'I'm
sorry, Daddy.'
Lex turned, big and angry and scary. Connor was standing in the
middle of the room, his eyes huge, watching as Lex advanced on
him. Clark had seen grown men cower at that sight, but Connor
never flinched, not even as Lex swept him up into his powerful
arms. Connor wound his own arms around Lex's neck, and snuggled
in close as Lex stroked his dark hair. 'Don't be angry, Mama,'
Connor whispered.
'I'm not angry,' Lex whispered back.
'I know,' said Connor. 'You're scared. Joy isn't
gone. She isn't hurt. The big doggy didn't hurt her.'
Lex settled on the sofa, with Connor in his lap. 'Tell me what
happened?' he asked.
'Joy was lonely. I could tell. She wanted another doggy to
play with, 'member? You told me.'
'Yes. I remember.'
'A big doggy came to the window. Joy was happy. She asked me to
let her out to play. I told her no, but she cried. She did,
Mama. She cried and she looked so sad, and the big doggy looked
nice not scary, so I got a chair, and got up high and opened the door,
and she got out. She's not lost, she's just playing.'
'Okay,' said Lex. 'I'm not angry, but I'm still scared. Like I'd
be scared if you ran off to play, and didn't come back when I called.'
'You love Joy,' said Connor. 'I love her too. She'll come back.'
************
Lex closed the door to Connor's nursery. Clark followed him down
the hall to their bedroom. The fire was burning brightly, and the
French doors were open, making the room a beacon into the night. A
beacon to call Joy home.
'She'll come home, Lex. I have faith, just like Connor.'
'You're young,' said Lex.
'What does that mean? And I'm not that young.'
'It wasn't a put down,' said Lex. 'I just meant that young people
-- most young people -- think love has power beyond its real
capabilities. If you love someone, they won't die. They won't
leave you. They won't change... I know better.'
'You don't believe in the power of love?'
'I didn't say that. Love is powerful. The Song of Songs
says that love is strong as death. As strong, you note, not
stronger. Love and death are equal. Death cannot conquer
love, but love cannot conquer death.'
Lex sank into his chair by the fire. Clark sat down at his
feet. He rested his arms on Lex's knees. 'But you're a
Christian,' he said. 'Don't you believe in sacrifice? In
sacrificing yourself, I mean? Isn't that a way for love to
conquer death?'
'What do you mean?' asked Lex.
'I mean, that if someone isn't afraid of death, and they sacrifice
their own life to save others, isn't that love conquering death?'
Lex gazed into the fire for a long time. Clark wondered what he
saw in the flames, and was about to ask him, when Lex spoke. From
the tone in his voice, Clark thought he might have forgotten that he
wasn't alone in the room.
'Sacrifice. Martyrdom. Perhaps they create ripples of
change in heaven, for a time. Echoes of a brave new world, with
such people in it who can stand up to death, unafraid, and not merely
bow to necessity. Some martyrs even effect changes here on
earth. Hmmm.... John Brown at Harpers Ferry. He claimed God
told him that his death would end slavery in America. And it did
touch off the Civil War, which did end slavery, so perhaps he was
right. Harvey Milk. He knew he would die, too, and his
death helped to change the world for gay people.... for us,' he added,
turning to Clark and smiling. So he did still know Clark was
there. 'But plenty of people die martyr's deaths and change
nothing. Sir Thomas More, for example.'
'He fought with Henry the Eighth over Anne Boleyn, right?'
'Right. Over the sacredness of marriage.' Lex believed in
the utter sacredness of marriage, so he spoke of it in tones of cynical
scorn. 'And he said that no mortal man should have absolute
domain over spiritual matters, but he supported the Pope, whose domain
over the matters of spirit was absolute until people like Martin Luther
and King Henry challenged it. More was a bit of a
hypocrite. More than a bit. He burned heretics. He
was scarcely lily white.'
Clark wondered where all this was tending. 'I suppose if Thomas
More's sacrifice had been successful, the Roman Catholic church would
still rule the world.'
'Yes, and you and I might still be outlaws, and even heretics. That was
one reason the church oppressed gay people,' he said. 'It claimed
that same-sex love was heresy.'
'But now we can marry,' said Clark. 'Here in Canada. A few
other places. It's growing.'
'Yes,' said Lex.
'I would marry you,' said Clark. 'I would marry you
tomorrow. You know that.'
'I know,' said Lex. 'But I don't know. I still don't know
it here.' He touched his chest, over his heart. 'I don't
feel it yet. I don't know.'
'I know what you're afraid of, but I'm not him. I'm not that
boy. Not that other Clark. I would never betray you.'
Lex smiled a sleepy smile. He smiled a bit like he had smiled at
Connor when he agreed Joy would come back. Lex knew Clark loved
him, and he wanted to be married, but he was waiting. Waiting for a
sign, thought Clark. Lex needed proof that the cosmos was with
him, that they were in alignment, and that God approved. Stepping
off a cliff blindfolded was not for him.
************
It was the hour before dawn. The hour when those upon the verge
of death gave up the ghost. The hour when vampires and demons
began to find their way back to the safety of their lairs of
evil. The hour when Lex Luthor began to plot his next foray into
the unknown to search for Joy.
It was the smell of brewing coffee that woke Clark, seeping into his
subconscious and warning him that the game was afoot once more.
He reached across the bed, but the sheets were cold. That was
another clue that roused his sleepy mind. Lex was gone. Lex
was worried about Joy. Lex was brewing coffee.
Lex was in the library, coffee cup in hand, maps spread over his
desk. Gina, Mercy and Hope were filling thermoses with coffee
while listening to Lex issue orders. 'I just want Joy found,' he
was saying. 'This is no one's fault. It was bound to
happen, because you can't fight nature. I'm sure Joy is fine, if
maybe a little pregnant by now, but I want her found. If she's
hooked up with a male dog, and they're still together, and they're...
playing, don't try to interrupt. Just call me and let me know
you've found her. Don't, for God's sake, shoot the dog. It's not
his fault either. He can't help it.'
'You wanted him shot before, Boss,' Mercy pointed out, with her usual
cool logic.
'That was before,' said Lex. 'Once he's mated with Joy, it's a
bit too late isn't it? And shooting him would be traumatic
for her. I don't want her frightened and traumatized by her first
mating. We'll let nature takes its course now, and find out who
the male dog is. Where it came from. Notify its
owners. Lecture them on controlling their dog better. Get a court
order to have him neutered. Sue the owners for child support.
That sort of thing. The puppies will be crossbreeds, most likely,
but they'll be Joy's puppies, and so we'll take care of them.
Find good homes with suitable people who will be suitably grateful to
me for noticing their existence and who wouldn't dare mistreat the
puppies. But first, let's find Joy.'
'Child support?' muttered Clark, heading for the coffee machine.
'Why should we bear all the burden?' Lex responded. 'Even if we
are billionaires?'
'You're a billionaire,' said Clark. 'I'm just a poor
student.' He took a gulp of coffee. 'Aw. That's good.'
'Well, don't just stand around drinking coffee, Poor Student.
Make yourself useful. Go talk some sense into your son.'
'My son?' Clark looked around, and there indeed was Connor,
sitting in a quiet corner, drawing. 'What the... Isn't it a
little early for you to be up, young man?' Clark did a good
impersonation of Jonathan Kent, when he felt like it.
'Hi, Daddy,' said Connor. He looked sleepy, but determined to
stay awake. 'I want to help. Help look for Joy. I'm
sorry I let her out.'
'That's okay, Connor. We're not angry at you. You can go
back to sleep, okay?'
'I want to help. I'm drawing.'
Connor had Clark's dark hair, but Lex's piercing gray eyes. He
could play, but mostly he was serious. Even, sometimes,
solemn. He picked up a crayon, studied it, then put it back, and
picked up another. His crayons were neatly organized in a box,
not spread out all over the carpet. The crayon he had chosen was
bright gold.
'I can see that you're drawing,' said Clark. 'But why?'
'I saw Joy last,' said Connor. 'I'm a... a wit... less.'
'I think you mean a witness,' said Lex, very gently. 'No Luthor
could ever be called witless.' Lex gave Clark a wry look, as if
to suggest that a Kent could be so accused. Or perhaps it was an
El, in which case Clark was inclined to agree.
'That's a hard word,' said Connor. 'A wit-aness?'
'That's better,' said Lex.
'I'm a wit-aness, so I have to help.' With that pronouncement,
Connor went back to drawing.
'Joy will probably show up on her own,' said Clark. 'When she
gets tired.'
Lex glared at him. 'I can't sit back and do nothing,' he
said. 'She's mine.' He went back to studying his maps.
Connor put down his crayon, looked at his picture, and nodded, as if
satisfied. He got to his feet and trotted over to Lex's
desk. 'Daddy? I have a picture.'
'That's good,' said Lex, in a distracted voice.
'Daddy, please look at the picture,' said Connor.
'I'm busy right now, Connor. What did I tell you about not
bothering people when they're busy?'
Connor sighed, looked down at the ground, and seemed to think deep
thoughts for a moment. Then he looked back up at Lex and said,
'Mama!'
That term of address always got Lex's instant attention. He
dropped his map, turned to his son, his face softening, his eyes deep
and stormy. 'What is it, Baby?' But Connor put the drawing in his
hands before he could finish.
'Please look, Mama,' he said. Lex looked down at the
picture. Connor had used blue construction paper for the
background. In one corner, he had drawn a big, black blob, with a
smaller blob on top, and a long tail. 'That's Joy, you see,
Mama?'
'Mmhmm,' said Lex. 'That looks like Joy, true enough.'
Connor had used a white crayon to create an even bigger white
blob. 'That's the big doggy,' he said.
'It's big,' Lex agreed. 'And I see it has yellow eyes.'
'The doggy had yellow eyes,' said Connor. 'Big eyes, just like
that.'
'That's helpful,' said Lex. 'You are very observant, and that's
good. Why don't you go back to drawing now?'
Connor nodded, his mission accomplished.
'Come here, Clark,' Lex continued. 'Take a look. What does
this make you think of?'
'A big white doggy with yellow eyes?'
'No,' said Lex. 'Not at all. This makes me think of an
Amarok.'
'A what?' But the name did ring a bell in Clark's mind, once he
thought of it. 'That's some sort of mythological being, isn't it?'
'A legend,' said Lex. 'A legend of the Inuit. A giant white
wolf, that hunts alone.'
'Well, but....' Clark looked up, suddenly intensely
interested. 'The Inuit,' he said. 'The Arctic.'
'The Inuit, the Arctic, a mythological being....'
'The Fortress,' said Clark.
'It could have got here through the Fortress, yes.'
'Let's not jump to conclusions,' said Clark.
'Who's jumping,' said Lex.
************
Lex was running from shelf to shelf, pulling down books -- books on the
Inuit, books on the Arctic, books on mythical beings, books on genetics
and archaeology and....
'The Inuit are great artists,' he was saying. 'But their art
isn't photographic in its detail. I doubt I can find... but
here. Here's a somewhat bad representation of an Amarok.
Connor's sketch is rather more vibrant, wouldn't you say?'
'Lex, what is it you think happened? The Fortress sent the Amarok
to mate with Joy? Why would it do that?'
'Who knows why the Fortress does anything? But no, that's not
what I think happened, necessarily. It could have been an
accident. Maybe from the very beginning it was an accident.
You know the AI is still working to warp reality around it.'
Clark gazed off into the distance for a moment. 'I can't see into
the caves,' he announced. 'The cloaking device is up again, so I
you may be right about that. You think maybe Joy is there with her new
boyfriend?'
'It's a distinct possibility, but before we go running off, let's think
this through. As I said, it's possible this was all an
accident. The Amarok is created by the AI. It comes through
the gate to the cave, goes looking for a new mate, and finds Joy,
and... Aha! Here we are. A much better picture of an
Amarok.'
Clark looked down at the drawing. A wolf of some sort, but
huge. Much bigger than contemporary wolves. Longer
legs. Big head, fierce eyes, almost sabertoothed mouth.
Ugghh.
'Why would Joy be attracted to that?' he asked.
'Well, who knows. But then, she was desperate, and we've been
keeping her locked up at the Castle like a nun. She hasn't had
much experience of any kind with the opposite sex. And maybe he
looks dangerously attractive to her, like a biker, or an outlaw.
Females can be attracted to males like that, when they aren't looking
for long-term mates, but just quick sex. So can some men, for
that matter.'
'Okay,' said Clark. 'I'll take your word for it. But you're
jumping to a lot of conclusions, here. We don't know any of this.'
'I'm connecting the dots,' said Lex.
The thing about Lex, thought Clark, was that when he connected dots,
sometimes no one else could see how they could possibly be
connected. Like now, for instance. 'I wish you'd let me
destroy the AI completely,' he said. 'Then we wouldn't have to
deal with problems like this.'
'Not a good idea, Clark. It's your only link to your heritage,
and we may need that link, warped as it is, many times in the future.'
'I think the AI is more trouble than it's worth,' said Clark.
'You're probably right,' Lex agreed. 'But as much trouble as it
is, where shall we find a replacement heritage? It's not like we
can order one online.'
'Why does my heritage really matter so much? We can deal with
stray Kryptonians just fine without a heritage. Beat the crap out
of them, and send them packing. I mean, you mostly hate my
heritage, anyway.'
'Hate it? Hate it? Is that what you think? No, no,
Clark.' Lex sat down across from him, and took his face in his
hands. Gently. Lovingly. 'I was raised to fight
Kryptonians when they showed up to conquer Earth,' he said. 'But
I never turned to hate. I don't hate Kryptonians, I hate the
arrogance of all the Kryptonians I've met so far, except for you.
You give me hope that some day another Kryptonian may arrive here who
isn't made of arrogance and superiority and the desire to conquer our
world. We have to be ready for that day. Ready to
forge an alliance.'
'Big words, Earth Boy,' said Clark.
'I can back up my words with actions,' said Lex.
************
They stood on the bank of the river, not far from the caves. Lex
was wearing a wetsuit, and scuba gear. 'I'm tired of nearly
drowning every time I visit your daddy,' he had said. 'I've been
hearing all my life that in-laws are nothing but trouble, but this is
ridiculous. And even worse than that, my clothes keep getting ruined.'
'You can afford new ones,' Clark had pointed out.
'That's not the point,' said Lex. 'And in this new modern economy, I
don't want to appear too wasteful.'
'Well, you'll be safer, that's the important thing.'
Now Clark dived into the river, and Lex followed. He'd learnt to
scuba dive many years before, but never thought he'd find it this
useful. Clark zeroed in on the entrance to the cave,
unerringly. Lex grabbed hold of Clark's bare foot, and let
himself be tugged along, until they were inside the cave, and Clark
pulled him up onto the sandy floor. Lex spat out the mouthpiece
of his scuba tank, but kept the tank itself safely attached to his
back.
'Can you hear Joy?' he asked Clark. 'Or... or smell her?
Anything?'
'Nothing yet,' Clark confessed. 'Let's go visit my daddy, as you
put it.'
Clark was dressed only in one of those new racing swimsuits, that
covered most of his body, but looked pretty sexy, nevertheless. Lex
felt a bit ridiculous padding after him in full scuba gear, including
fins, but it was better to be safe than sorry.
They paused before the wall to the Chamber of Solitude, as Clark liked
to call it. Clark pushed against the stone wall, and it swung
open for him, easily. Lex tugged the waterproof flashlight off
his utility belt, and shone it around the chamber...
And there they were, the miscreants. Joy curled up, looking all
sleepy and satisfied, and the huge white wolf beside her, looking all
oily and smug.
'Joy!' Lex exclaimed, trying to sound firm and parental and scolding,
but sounding, in his own ears, like a frightened parent who has just
found his lost child safe and sound against all hope.
Joy looked up and woofed at him, as if nothing much had happened.
Perhaps nothing much had happened. Perhaps the wolf was a eunuch, or
gay? Or they didn't believe in sex before marriage. At one
time, Lex would have scoffed at that concept, but he was in the process
of reconsidering the value of such a prohibition.
He opened his mouth to ask something foolish like, 'Are you still a
virgin?' And then something so horrific happened that Lex came as
close as he ever did in his entire life to passing out with shock...
The huge white wolf rose up on his hind legs, and his fur began to...
to melt, to morph, to vanish. His face changed from that of a wolf, to
that of a human. Front legs turned to arms, and at last he stood
there, in all his naked humanity. A man. A man who may have just
been....
'No!' said Lex. 'No, no, no.'
****************
Clark leaned his elbows on the table, and studied their new guest
carefully. Lex had taken Joy off to have a bath and be fed,
muttering dark words about Morning After Pills For Dogs, and that Clark
had better find that werewolf something to wear or he, Lex, wouldn't be
able to account for himself.
Clark loaned the Amarok one of his sweatsuits, and pulled another on
over his own swimwear. The Amarok had not spoken a word since they
found him, and at first Clark wondered if he were at all human. But he
studied the sweatsuit carefully, and watched Clark put it on, then
followed suit. Now he sat across from Clark, with his long white
hair, and long, sharp fingernails. His eyes were black, and Clark
fancied he could see thoughts swimming in them, like fish.
Clark was just about to ask, 'Who are you?', but the Amarok spoke first.
'Kinauvi,' he said.
Kinauvi? The word sounded familiar, at the same time Clark was
sure he'd never heard it before. Strange.
'I... speak... mikittok, mikittok... small English.' The Amarok
held his thumb and index finger close together for Clark to see.
'Small,' he said again.
'Little,' said Clark. 'You speak little English.'
'Yes! Little English.'
'Do you speak the Inuit language? What's it called again?
Inuk....'
'Inuktitut! I speak Inuktitut. You?'
Something was stirring in Clark's mind, like a memory. 'I speak a
little Inuktitut,' he told the Amarok. 'You speak a little
English.'
The Amarok nodded and ventured a smile. Then the smile froze on
his face, and Clark turned to the door in time to see Lex sweep in. Lex
had changed out of his scuba gear, and into one of his hideously
expensive but breathtakingly sexy Armani suits. His feet were
clad in Gucci leather instead of scuba fins, but he still moved as if
he were floating in water. His eyes were as deep and dark as were
those of the Amarok, and he kept his eyes on their guest, even as he
spoke to Clark.
'I got Joy settled down. She's fine. She had something to
eat, and I told her she can cry all she wants, but she's staying where
she is for the rest of the day.'
Clark laughed. 'What a hardass you are,' he said. 'Poor
Joy. Never has any fun.'
Lex hadn't slowed his advance one iota. Now he was nose to nose
with the Amarok, who had risen to his feet to meet Lex's attack.
'Give me one good reason why I shouldn't kill you?' he asked.
'Lex....'
'No, Clark. I don't want to hear your reasons. I don't want to
hear ethical reasons, or moral reasons, or legal reasons. I want to
hear this... this creature's reasons. Why should I, according to him,
allow him to go on living? Does he have good reasons?'
'He probably does have reasons,' said Clark. 'But he may have
trouble explaining them to us. He speaks Inuktitut. And
little English.'
'I speak Inuktitut,' the Amarok agreed. 'And little English.'
'Wonderful!' said Lex. 'If it's true.'
'Why should he lie about it?' asked Clark.
'I can think of lots of reasons for that,' said Lex.
'But, Lex,' said Clark. 'I'm learning Inuktitut...No, I am.
Remember how the AI downloaded all those languages into my brain?
Well, some of that was Inuktitut, and it's coming back to me, a
little.' Clark thought for a moment, and then said,
'Kinauvi! That means, who are you? That's what I was going
to ask you,' he told the Amarok. 'Who are you? Kinauvi?'
'That is a long story,' said the Amarok.
'Tell him I have plenty of time,' said Lex....
The Amarok's Tale
*********************
Long ago, I was the Shaman of my tribe, and I had an animal familiar --
a great white wolf. I was a good Shaman and our tribe
prospered. We lived and hunted as our people had always
done. But then, one day, the White Man -- the
Kapluna --
came to us, and they told us our way of living and hunting was
wrong. And they took away our children to teach them the right
way. I tried to fight them, but my powers failed me. I
began to spend more and more time out on the tundra with my wolf
familiar. One day I came home, and everyone in the village was
gone, and I was all alone. I tried to find my friends and family, but
they were gone beyond my vision.
And so I began a new life with the wolves. My wolf friend and I shared
our minds and our thoughts and our visions, until we became one.
One being, one mind, one body. We shared our space. We lived long, long
years. I would live as a man for a time, and then, when I felt
old and tired, would let the wolf take over. One day, I came back
to the pack, and they were all dead, poisoned by the
Kapluna. Now
I was truly alone, and I felt
hujuujaq -- great unhappiness because I
was alone. For a time, I became wild, wilder than any wolf.
I became the Amarok.
But then, a little time ago, I remembered I was a man, as well as a
wolf. I wondered if there were still people in the world like
myself. One day, I was running on the tundra, and I saw a great
wall of ice, like I had never seen before, with great spears of ice,
jutting out all over. I studied it, and realized it was a door, a
door to another world. I thought perhaps there may be people
there, and I would not be so alone. And so, I went through the door,
and I found myself here.
I went into the door as a man, and came out a wolf, and could not seem
to change back, though I wished to do so. But as I walked about
this new place as a wolf, I learnt that here there was a great Shaman,
and he had bound to him a familiar from another world, with stupendous
powers. I followed you about, and learnt something of your
life. But then, a door opened and an animal familiar came through
the door, in the form of a dog, and she offered me love. Or,
rather, she offered love to the wolf, the Amarok, and we were both so
lonely, so lost, so far from those we loved who are forever lost to us,
and so we accepted the love.
But you are angry, Great Shaman. Why? Because I encroached
upon your territory?
*************
'No,' said Lex. 'I thought that you were a trickster, a man who
took the form of a wolf to abuse my beloved.... animal familiar.
She is an innocent. I think it is vile for humans to have sex
with innocent animals, to use them that way. But if Joy offered
you her love, who am I to judge.'
'It was the Wolf who was approached by your familiar,' said the
Amarok. 'I could not control the Wolf, who had not had a mate for
years. I was weak, Great Shaman.'
'Why do you call me a shaman?' asked Lex.
'Do you not know what you are? You have been to the depths of the
darkness, and fought your way through to the other side. You have
bound to yourself powerful familiars. What are you, but a shaman, like
myself... Ah, I see, you are young and untrained and cannot
control all your powers. If you like, I will repay you for any
harm I have done to you and yours. I will work for you, to teach
you how to use your powers. Do you accept me as a teacher?'
Clark translated this last phrase, and then realized what he had told
Lex. He turned to Lex, met his eyes, wondered if such a thing
would be wise, and then saw that Lex was seriously considering the
Shaman's offer.
'Yes,' said Lex. 'Tell him yes.'
*************
Lex was sitting out on his bedroom balcony, watching the October moon
float by. Joy was sitting at his feet. Lex rubbed her ears, and
she whined softly. 'Sorry I interrupted your honeymoon, girl,'
said Lex.
'She's okay,' said Clark, coming out on the balcony to join them.
'She shows signs of not being fertile any longer, so perhaps she's
pregnant.'
Lex sighed, and gazed up at the moon, but said nothing.
'Does that disturb you?'
'No,' said Lex. 'I think I was just hoping for something a little
less problematic in my life. Something simple, and
straightforward, such as beautiful, purebred Newfoundland puppies from
Joy. But I was fooling myself. What in my life ever was, is now, or
ever will be, simple and straightforward?'
'Well, my love, considering that you yourself just made a pact with an
ancient, shapeshifting Inuit shaman to teach you shamanism....
How could you trust him so much?'
'Do you think he's untrustworthy? Do you think he's lying?'
'He doesn't seem to be lying. But it's not that.... Lex, he's
dangerous. I don't mean he's evil, but who knows what his motives
are? Why he's really here.'
'I don't care about his motives. Everyone has motives. Everyone
has an agenda. He has his agenda, and I have mine.'
'What's your agenda? Why do you want shamanistic powers?'
'You think it's for the power, Clark?
What won't you do for
power, Luthor?'
'No, Lex. Not like that. I'm not that Clark.'
'It's not about power. Listen. This man survived, when
everyone around him died, or surrendered. Everyone he loved is
gone, and he's surviving, still. What gives him that
strength? That's what I want to know. I want that strength.'
'You won't ever be alone like that,' said Clark. 'I won't allow
it.'
'You can't promise, Clark.'
'Yes, I can.'
'No, because your trust and love is based on feeling. I trust
you, and I love you, by an act of will. My trust and love doesn't
depend on the changes of circumstances....No, please listen to me,
Clark. I wake every morning, and I make a vow to love you and
trust you that day. For me, love and trust are actions. But you love me
and trust me because of some bond you think was made between us years
ago. You see love and trust as feelings. What if I were to
change? What if I were to do something irrevocably evil?
Something to change your feelings? Then what?'
'What if you woke up one morning and decided not to love me any
longer?' asked Clark. 'What then?'
'Why would I do such a thing?' asked Lex. 'Unless I
changed. And if I changed, you might stop loving me.'
'No, I wouldn't turn against you if you changed,' Clark vowed.
'No, listen to me now.' Clark reached up, and gently put his hand
against Lex's mouth. Lex licked the palm, seductively. 'I
know who and what you are,' Clark went on. 'Why would you
change? You are a rational being. If you changed, it would
be for a reason, even if that reason was madness. I'd stand by
you, try to learn the reason. I wouldn't turn against you. I
wouldn't betray you. Suppose... suppose you suddenly went insane, and
thought that Joy and Connor were your enemies, and you tried to attack
them with an axe. In your right mind, you wouldn't do that. So,
if you did, I'd stop you from hurting them, because I know you love
them. I'd love you, and care for you, and protect
you. I'd try to find a cure for your madness. I wouldn't
let you hurt other people, but I wouldn't let you hurt yourself
either. And I wouldn't betray you. I would never turn against
you, never let other people hurt you, no matter what the cost to
me. Not if the whole world turned against me, Lex, I swear.'
'You are so very wise,' said Lex.
'You think I can be a great hero,' said Clark. 'No one can be a
hero if he betrays his friends to save himself. So, you see I
have motives, too. I have an agenda, too, like everyone else.'
'And your motives are that you want to be a hero.'
'Mmmm. Yes. And my current agenda is that I want you to fuck me.'
'I might be convinced to do so,' said Lex. 'But inside, where
it's warmer. You don't feel the cold, but I'm just human and I
shrivel.'
Clark reached down, and gently cupped Lex's groin with his warm
hand. 'I won't let you shrivel,' he said.
They lit the fire, turned the lights down low, opened the drapes to let
the moonlight shine in. Clark drew Lex deep inside his own body,
and then let his lover take control. Lex fucked the way he loved
and trusted, with total concentration, by an act of will. He
never lost that concentration, even at the moment of orgasm.
Clark was all feeling, all ecstasy and burning flame.
'This is why I believe in our bond,' he told Lex after. 'We fit
together, here, at our cores. We fit together, body and soul.'
Outside, a wolf howled. Joy answered from the balcony.
Clark looked in time to see Joy leap from the balcony to join the
Amarok in the garden below.
'Let her go,' said Lex. 'It's a bit late to stop her now.
Besides, she gave her love and trust to the wolf. Who am I to judge?'
'She still loves you and trusts you,' said Clark. 'She'll come
home in the morning.'
And, a little later he said, 'If you wake up some morning, and decide
not to love me or trust me any more, I will blame myself. I will
look inside myself for the reasons, and not blame you. I will do
all I can to win back your love and trust, to the end of time.'
Lex didn't answer, but Clark expected no answer. Just let him be
here with me, in the moonlight, he thought. That's all I ask.
*********
'Welcome, Mister Wolff,' said Martha Kent. 'We've heard a lot
about you.'
'Thank you, Mrs. Kent.' said the Amarok, carefully. 'Thank you
for inviting me to share your Thanksgiving Dinner. I am sorry
that my English is still not good.'
'Your English is fine, Mister Wolff,' said Martha. 'Would you
like some tea?'
'Yes, thank you very much. But please, call me Mannik, if that is
allowed. It is my first name.'
'Call me Martha,' she replied. 'Clark tells me you are a
shaman. What a very interesting life you must have led.'
'Interesting, yes,' said the Amarok.
'You are doing so well, learning our language and our customs so fast.'
'It is one of the things that shaman do. We travel the worlds,
learning of their ways. At one time, your people did not believe
in such things, and they tried to stop the shaman from practising their
arts. But now, you believe in us, and we are honoured. This
is interesting.'
'Some teachers of the shamanistic arts are fakes,' said Lex. 'But
Mannik is the real thing.'
'And Lex tells me that this island is the best place for me to live
while I learn about your world,' said Mannik.
'Yes,' said Martha. 'We try to keep Echo Valley a safe haven for
those who need one. Please, have another piece of pumpkin
pie. Before Clark eats it all.'
'Mom!'
***THE END***
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