Dies Irae: Chaos
Chaos
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Dies irae, dies illa
solvet saeclum in favilla…
The day of wrath, that day
Which will reduce the world to ashes…
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'Ken? Ken, we're trying to help you. We can't help you if
you won't talk to us.'
Hutch looked around the room. It was empty, but for himself and
Dr. Joseph Warring.
'We?' Hutch asked, with mock alarm. 'There's someone else in the
room with me, besides you? I don't see anyone else. My
eyes! My eyes! I must be going blind.'
The psychiatrist smiled, with the air of a parent tolerantly observing
the childish antics of his small son. 'By 'we', I meant all of us
who are trying to help you. The police. The prison
chaplain. The doctors and nurses at this hospital. The
other psychiatrists who are attempting to cure your illness.
We're all on your side, though you can't see that. Yet.'
'No,' said Hutch. 'I can't see that. I've seen no signs of
any of you giving a shit about my happiness or well-being.'
'Good, good,' said Dr. Warring. 'At last you're expressing your
feelings. Now we can get to the bottom of your hatred of society,
and how badly you think it treats you. When you let all that out,
we can show you how wrong you are. How truly sick you are.
And then we can begin to help you.'
'Help me?' asked Hutch. 'How do you intend to do that?'
'Ah. More interest in these proceedings. Good, good.'
Dr. Warring made a note in Hutch's chart. 'We want to give you
shock treatment. It's worked in a lot of cases. We've had a
number of patients like you. Homosexual men. So sad.
We gave them shock therapy, and they no longer engage in their pathetic
sexual behaviour.'
I believe you, thought Hutch. They probably don't engage in any
sexual behaviour, pathetic or otherwise. They're probably
incapable of any deep feelings. They probably don't remember
their own names. They're probably vegetables....
'Ken? Ken! Are you drifting off again, Ken?'
'Drifting off, Joey? I'm sorry, but that sort of technical
psychiatric language is beyond my understanding.'
'Joey?' The psychiatrist spluttered. 'My name is Dr.
Warring. Don't forget it again.'
'And my name is Detective Sergeant Hutchinson. Don't forget that
again.'
The psychiatrist smiled. This smile was a particularly unpleasant
smile. 'It's usual, Ken, for a psychiatric patient to develop
an... attachment to his therapist. To want his admiration.
To want a relationship with him, even.'
'Oh, don't worry about that, Joey. You don't have to sit hunched
over like that to protect your dick from me.'
'Ah. So you admit it. You think about touching me.
It's natural, as I said. It's a sign you're accepting your....'
'Forget your fantasies about me, Joey. They're never coming
true. I'm never going to fuck you during one of our little
sessions.'
Dr. Warring turned bright red. He seemed to have trouble
breathing. 'How dare you!' he said. He got to his feet, and
went to the door. 'Guard!' he called. 'This session is
over. Take the patient back to the prison.' He turned back
to Hutch, and his eyes gleamed. 'We aren't making much progress
this way, are we?' he asked. 'We should try electroshock therapy
next. Maybe that will fix you.'
******************
Hutch stared at Dobey, through the prison glass. Dobey looked the
same as he always had. That was more frightening than if he'd
grown horns and a tail.
'Hutch? Hutch! Talk to me.'
'O, for God's sake,' said Hutch. 'Not you too?'
'What do you mean, me too?' asked Dobey, looking alarmed.
Hutch leaned forward, as if to share a secret. 'Don't worry,' he
whispered. 'Whatever they told you, I'm not insane. I
meant, that I spent the afternoon listening to Dr. Warring beg me to
talk to him. When I did, he wasn't as happy as he thought he'd
be. I don't accept his version of reality, you see. Like
you, he wants his illusions preserved.'
'Illusions, Hutch?'
'Your illusions about yourself. Tell me something, Dobey.
How do you sleep at night?'
'Very well, thanks,' said Dobey.
'I'm happy for you. You're a traitor, who shot a friend in the
back, and dragged him off to jail, and then accused him of a crime that
could get him life in prison, and yet you sleep well at night.
What's your secret? Don't you have a soul?'
'You committed that crime, Hutch. Sodomy. It's a serious
offence. It's immoral. It's a mental illness. I'm
trying to help you.'
'Keep telling yourself that,' said Hutch. 'When they torture me,
and destroy my soul, you can say it was all for the best. In the
Middle Ages, people like you worked for the Inquisition. You'd
have made a terrific Grand Inquisitor. But I guess you're doing
all right for yourself.'
'Torture? What do you mean, torture? They're not going to
torture you.'
'Didn't they tell you? They're giving me shock therapy. They're
going to destroy my mind, and my soul, and my memories, and everything
that makes me myself. Then they're going to congratulate
themselves that they've cured me. Happy, Dobey?'
'Well, they know what they're doing,' said Dobey.
'I don't believe you. Why did you use a dart gun to shoot me in
the back? Why not a real bullet? Why didn't you kill
me? That would be better than having my memories of Starsky
ripped from my mind and my heart.'
'I'm sorry, Hutch. But you can't go on living that lifestyle.'
'Shut up!' said Hutch. 'Go away and never come back. The
sight of you makes me sick.'
'Hutch!'
Dobey looked, and sounded hurt, as if he were the one behind the prison
bars.
'One last thing, Dobey. I've heard there's been an increase in
violent deaths in the city recently.'
'That's true,' said Dobey.
'Good luck in dealing with the demons, Captain. Starsky told me I
was a Demon Hunter. I don't know if that's true, but I'm more
inclined to believe him than anyone in this universe right now.
So, when the demons have taken over, and I'm a helpless vegetable, you
can remember your words, and eat them.'
'Hutch, listen. When they give you the therapy, just go
along with it. Thank them. Tell them you're sorry for your
crimes, and that now you're cured. It will go easier for you at
your trial. Maybe you'll get a lighter sentence. That's why we arranged
it all.'
'We?' asked Hutch.
'We. Your friends. Your family. We're all concerned.
We love you, Hutch. We don't want you to spend your life in
prison. A former cop? A queer? You'll be raped, and
beaten, and....'
'You should have thought of all that before you shot me that morning,
Dobey. You should have let me go with Starsky. And tell my
friends and family not to do me any more favours. I've had better
treatment from my enemies. Was Huggy one of the concerned people
involved in this?'
'Huggy? No. He's not talking to me these days,' said
Dobey.
'I'm glad to see I still have one friend left,' said Hutch. 'He
hasn't come to see me, though.'
'Hasn't he? No one's seen him for days. I'll look into
that.'
'Please!' said Hutch. 'Don't bother. Spare Huggy from your
friendship, at least. I'm going back to my cell now, to enjoy my
last few days as Ken Hutchinson. I wish I could say it's been
nice knowing you. Has it been nice knowing me, Dobey?'
'Of course it has, Hutch. I love you like a son....'
'Bye, Dobey. Don't come back.'
'Hutch!'
Hutch turned at the door from the visiting room, to look back at his
former Captain. Dobey looked stricken. Good, thought Hutch.
It means he still has a conscience, deep inside. But it's not up
to me to save his soul. I'm going to have all I can do to save my
own.
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'Starsky? Hey, Starsky!'
'Huh? Oh. Sorry, Captain Dobey. You been here long?'
'No. Only about ten minutes. It's just a wall, Starsky.'
'A wall that's keeping me from Hutch,' Starsky answered. 'I'd
tear it down with my bare hands, if I thought it'd do any good.'
'Well, maybe this will help,' said Dobey. He handed Starsky a
disc.
Starsky gazed at it, like Sir Galahad might have gazed upon the Holy
Grail. He took it reverently, and went to insert it into his
computer.
Captain Dobey looked around the warehouse. Starsky had moved most
of his furniture in here, piece by piece, over the last two
weeks. He had a TV set up, a radio, a refrigerator, and a
stove. Starsky might be spending all his time waiting for his
lover to return, but clearly he didn't intend to do it without at least
some modern conveniences.
'What about the rats?' he asked Starsky.
'The what?'
'The rats, Starsky. When you moved in, you complained there were
rats. Huggy told you there were always rats in warehouses.'
'I knew that already. But knowing about rats and living with them
are two different things,' said Starsky. 'I pretty much solved
that problem when I bought Push and Pull.'
'When you bought what?' asked Dobey.
'Not what, Captain. Who? Push and Pull!'
There was a rustling noise from the armchair by Starsky's desk.
Two sets of bright eyes emerged from behind a pillow. Two long,
golden-furred bodies slithered over to Starsky's lap.
'They're ferrets. They're long and golden and silky. Like
Hutch. Warm. Like Hutch. They have bright eyes.'
'Like Hutch. I get the picture. Will Hutch be jealous when
he comes home?'
Starsky laughed. 'It's not like that, Dobey, with me and Push and
Pull. We're just good friends. Besides, they're
mates. Male and female. Oh, look. The disc is
starting up. What's on it?'
'Everything I was able to find on my own. Everything the Feds
gave me. Everything Huggy gave me.'
'Everything, in other words.'
'All I could get, yes. The key words from those newspaper
articles helped. There. The first story is about the world
Hutch is trapped in. Or so they informed me. Does it look
familiar?'
'As far as I can tell,' said Starsky. 'I haven't Travelled to
many worlds, myself, so I'm no expert. Hutch tells me that
sometimes worlds are similar at first glance. That it can take a
while to see the differences. But these reports are encouraging.'
'Wait until you reach the data about the laws against sodomy.
Hutch could be spending the rest of his life in prison.'
'I'll break him out,' Starsky declared, with typical self confidence.
'They may be punishing him for his perversion in various unpleasant
ways. Electric shock. Drugs that cause nausea.
Lobotomies.'
'Lobo what?'
'A form of surgery that severs the connections between parts of the
brain. It's supposed to be a cure for mental illness.'
'What's that got to do with Hutch?'
'They probably think he's mentally ill,' said Dobey.
'You're saying he could be a mess when I find him? I'll clean him
up. Don't try to discourage me, Captain.'
'I'm not discouraging you, Starsky. Quite the opposite. I
think the faster we find him, the better. His family agrees with
me. They've been putting some pressure on various Inter-world
governments, to help in his rescue. They're Travelling to our
world for Samhain, and they're bringing their own small army of Demon
Hunters.'
'I don't know about that, Dobey. I don't think Hutch would like
being treated like a political prisoner.'
'Well, isn't he one? According to your informant...'
'... who might have been lying,' Starsky interjected.
'Granted, but he's all we have. According to your informant, who
might have been lying, Hutch was kidnapped by the Demon Council, and
sent to that world, for purposes of their own. We have the right
to rescue him. The rescue may take more force than you can mount
yourself.'
'Fair enough. But not only am I going along on this rescue, I'm
in charge. I'm leading. Sometimes too much force can be
worse than too little. Innocents can be killed by so-called friendly
fire. I won't allow Hutch to be one of them. Especially if
he's helpless because of these treatments. Hellfire! What
sort of primitive world did they sentence him to? Look at some of
these stories.'
'I've looked. I read them. Most of them, at least. I
couldn't read them all. But let's not dwell on it, Starsky.
Let's plan. I still think Samhain is our best bet. If Hutch
makes it safely through on his own, that's good. If not, we invade that
world during Samhain, if the Gate opens.'
'The Gate will open, Dobey. There's no if about it. The
Gate must open. I need it to open. It Damned well will
open.'
Captain Dobey regarded the blank wall with some sympathy. If it
didn't open on Samhain, Starsky would tear it down with his bare hands
in revenge. And what if it did open, but on the wrong
world? That possibility didn't bear thinking about, and Dobey
decided to put it out of his mind. The result would likely be an
Inter-world war, that might last for centuries. No, the best
thing was to plan, and hope, and pray. Pray a lot. Dobey
had become rather proficient at prayer, over his years supervising
Starsky and Hutch.
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Please, Ken,' the nurse whispered. 'Just get up on the table
quietly. It will be easier on us all.'
'And I should make it easier on you, when you're going to destroy my
mind? You don't want much, do you?'
'We're not trying to hurt you, Ken. We're trying to help you.'
'My name is Detective Hutchinson. I've arrested murderers and rapists
who had a finer concept of morality than you have.'
The nurse sighed. She walked out of the room, and a few moments
later, two burly orderlies burst through the door. It took a
while, but eventually Hutch was tied down on the table, and a
technician was applying the electrodes to his head.
Dr. Warring entered the room. 'Well, well. I see we're
ready. That wasn't so bad, was it, Ken?'
Hutch ignored him. He had known this moment was coming for
several days. From now on, his memories would begin to
fade. There were some memories he decided he could afford to
lose. His family, his childhood, his years at university, his
marriage to Vanessa, his years as a police officer. All could be
given up so easily. But those few days and nights with Starsky were
something else. Somehow, he must hold to them. Would it be
best to bury them deeply during the shocks, or keep them in the
forefront of his mind? He had been unable to decide, and there
was no one he could safely ask.
'Dr. Warring?' asked the technician. 'Shouldn't the patient be
given an anaesthetic, and an anti-convulsant?'
'No. I think the treatment works better without them,' said the
doctor. 'Let us begin.'
Hutch drew a deep breath. A terrible pain hit his right
temple. He could feel his muscles begin to seize up. A
white fire flashed before his eyes....
******
.... the sun being too bright, he drew the curtains.
'That's better, my dear,' said his Lady Mother. 'Now, come sit
beside me.'
'I will sit beside you, Mother, but I will not change my mind. I
do not wish to marry. Not yet. Perhaps not ever.'
'But my darling,' his mother answered. 'The Lady Vanessa is such
a peerless match. And thou wilt be her First Husband.'
'I do not like the Lady Vanessa, peerless match or not. And as
for being her First Husband, I would also be her only husband, for a
time. I care not for that. No other man to share my wife's
bed, and the duties of a husband, until she is able to find another
mate?'
'Some men would find such a prospect enticing,' his mother remarked.
'I am not one of them.'
'Then I will choose for thee an older Lady. One with several
husbands. Young, pretty men, who will be eager to sport in thy
bed, as well as in thy Lady Wife's.'
He took her hand, and smiled into her eyes. 'Mother, I would like
that much better. But first, let me enjoy my freedom a little
longer. I would Travel, and see other worlds. I would learn
to be a Demon Hunter. You know that has always been my dream.'
'I know,' sighed his Lady Mother. 'I had hoped to wean thee from
such dreams. But I do know when I am defeated.'
He laughed. 'You know no such thing, Mother. You are never
defeated. You are a most valiant Lady. You are the one who
is peerless.'
'Flatterer!' His Lady Mother laughed. 'Begone from my
sight, Sirrah! But kiss me first.'
He kissed her soft cheek, and knelt at her feet for her blessing.
'I will Travel,' he told her. 'I will kill many demons, and
return a conquering hero. You will find me the perfect Lady Wife,
with many pretty husbands before me. I will give you
grandchildren. Well, some of them will be mine.'
His Lady Mother laughed again, and patted his cheek. 'I believe
all thou hast said,' she told him. 'And I would hope that some
comes true.'
He walked out, into the bright sunlight. And the sweet birds
sang....
******
He opened his eyes. He was alone, no longer tied to the table,
but strapped into a hospital bed to recover. How convenient, he
thought. How kind of them. The room was dim, and quiet.
There was a carafe of water beside his bed. It was too bad that
his restraints prevented him from reaching it. Or, it would have
been too bad for anyone else but a Traveller.
His bonds slipped loose, obedient to his command. He sat up, and
reached for the water. His throat was raw, probably from
screaming in pain, but that was an unimportant detail.
I know who I am, he thought, which is all what matters.
Hutch slid out of bed, and tiptoed to the door. There was a small
window, so that passing doctors and nurses -- and those who were more
honest about their proclivities and called themselves torturers --
could check on their victims without going to the trouble of entering
the room. A quick glance outside showed him that no guard
had been set. Where was the need? He was supposed to be
helpless. Someone might pass by and decide to look in,
however. He found blankets, and arranged them under the bed
covers, to look like a sleeping man.
His prison garb was piled on a chair, but they would be of no
use. The stripes would identify him as an escaped prisoner.
He couldn't walk out the door in his hospital gown, even if it didn't
gape open down the back. Something must be contrived.
There were shelves along the wall, containing bottles of pills,
bandages, various medical instruments. Hutch studied them
intently, remembering his courses in first aid. What helps in one
instance, might hurt in another, he thought. He picked up one or
two bottles containing clear liquid, and read the labels. Most of
the names meant nothing to him, but one caught his eye.
Chloroform? How primitive. How useful. He poured some onto
a towel, and went to the window again. Several doctors and other
hospital personnel walked by the door without a glance. He
wondered how long he'd been sleeping in that room, and when the prison
guards would show up to escort him back to his cell.
A doctor appeared, across the hall. Tall, and blond. He
didn't really look like Hutch, but the resemblance was such, that if
Hutch were to don his clothing, no one would give him a second
glance. What would attract his attention? There wasn't much time,
and he didn't need a room full of attentive medical staff.
Hutch reached for his demon-killing knife, and grasped the blade.
His blood ran down the knife toward the spirals on the hilt. He
sang, and crimson light filled the room, spilling under the door, into
the hallway.
'What? What's going on?' the doctor muttered to himself.
The man looked around the hall, but no one else was near. He hesitated
for a moment, thinking of going for help, but curiosity won out.
That, and the desire to not look like a fool if the light were to prove
merely his own imagination, or to have a reasonable explanation.
He strode toward the recovery room door, and pushed inside.
Hutch was waiting with the chloroform. The doctor's struggles
lasted only a moment, and Hutch steered him to the bed, before he could
pass out on the floor.
'My thanks for all of thine estimable assistance,' Hutch told
him. 'Thy pardon for my doubts upon the matter. Truly I did
believe none of you intended me anything but harm. I require the loan
of thy garments, and I will be off. I'll mail them to thee from
the next world. Oh, and of a surety I shall need thy
wallet. Now we're all set, as Starsky would say.'
Hutch stood back, and regarded his naked captive. This simply
will not do, he thought. The poor man will be cold. He
picked up his discarded hospital gown. It was easy to dress the
man in it, since it was open down the back. Next, he removed his
hospital bracelet, and attached it to the doctor's wrist. He
tucked the blankets in place, and looked around the room. All was
now as it should be.
'It might take thee some time to convince everyone thou art not me,' he
told the doctor. 'Look upon the next few days as a learning
experience. Mayhap they'll give thee shock therapy, and thou wilt
begin to believe thou art me. Stranger things have
happened. Fare thee well.'
No one noticed a white coated doctor striding confidently out of the
hospital, and into the crowded streets.
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It was too bad, thought Starsky, that germ warfare was immoral, and
therefore not appropriate for a Demon Hunter. He rubbed his
aching eyes, and looked away from the computer screen, to rest them on
the blank wall that hid the Gate. He knew every crack and cranny
in it, by this time. He wondered, at odd moments, how he would
feel about it when all this was over, and Hutch was safe at home.
Would he look upon it with fondness? Wish to move sections of it
into their bedroom? Or would he hate it? Take a crowbar to it,
and use if for road fill?
It was a prickling behind his eyes, rather than any noticeable change
in the wall that alerted him. The Gate was coming alive. He stood up,
and approached the wall cautiously. The Gate could open suddenly,
and it might not be Hutch that emerged from its depths. It could
be an army of demons. He drew his knives, just in case.
The Gate did not open, but an awareness grew in his mind. Hutch
was awake. Truly awake. The Traveller was back, in full
force.
Not for the first time, Starsky wished he was telepathic, and could
speak with Hutch, mind to mind, across any barrier. Telepaths had
informed him that telepathy was no gift, but a curse. Being able
to read other minds was a torment, they said. They knew nothing
of torment, thought Starsky.
Starsky had been aware of Hutch's existence, in a cloudy sort of way,
long before they ever met. Their bond was deep, and murky, he
thought. Powerful, and confused. They loved each other,
almost from the moment they met. They were destined to be
together, and misunderstand each other, and fight endlessly -- almost
as endlessly as they made love. They were destined always to feel
the other at the edge of their consciousness, like a nagging
toothache. How much more of a torment could it be, to be able to
read each other's minds clearly? Perhaps if he could read Hutch's
mind, he'd understand it. Perhaps.
He rested his hand against the wall, and tried hard to think across the
veil that divided them. Hutch, he thought. Open the Gate
and come home.
The Gate slammed shut again. Locked.
'Son of a bitch! What the Hell are you doing?' Starsky pounded on
the brick wall, uselessly. 'Open the Gate, you idiot,' he
screamed. 'Keep me waiting much longer, and I'll beat the
stuffing out of you, when I do get you back.'
'Maybe that's why he doesn't open the Gate,' a dry voice
commented. 'He's probably afraid to come home.'
Starsky turned, and stared at Huggy. 'When did you get here?' he
asked.
'A few minutes ago. Just in time to witness your latest display
of childish temper.'
'Did you bump your head recently, Huggy?' Starsky asked. 'Perhaps
you should have a bioscan. You've lost your mind, if you think
Hutch is afraid of me. Hutch! Of me? Go see a doctor.'
'I was joking, Starsk. You've lost your sense of humour.'
'This isn't funny, Hugs.' Starsky waved at the wall. 'He's
there. Just on the other side of the Gate. And he won't
come home. Why, Huggy? What's wrong? It's not because he
doesn't know how to open it. I felt him wake up. He knows
who he is, and who I am, and where I am, and how to find me. So
why is he still there?'
'He has his reasons, Starsky.'
'Of course he has his reasons. But what the Hell are they?
Not revenge. He'd never waste time on that.'
'Perhaps he's protecting someone? Someone in trouble?'
Starsky felt cold fear trickle down his spine. Yes, he
thought. That made sense. That was his Hutch. That
spelled Trouble. With a capital T.
'Huggy?'
'Yeah, man?'
'Why did you have to show up just now? I could have done without
your take on the situation.'
'I know, Starsk. But you have to face it. If he thinks
someone needs his help, he'll stay there and give it.'
'I'm gonna have to go after him. Damn! Why are you here, anyway?'
'Huh? Oh, just come to fill you in, since you're not answering
the phone much. Spending all your time staring at the wall, Dobey
tells me. Your Mother-in-Law is coming tomorrow. Wants you to
meet her.'
'Forget it. I'm staying here. Just in case.'
'Knew you'd say that. Her Ladyship won't be pleased.'
'So what? She doesn't have any power here. Not over me, not
over Hutch.'
'She's his mother, Starsk. Of course she has power. And
she's bringing most of her family. Hutch's brothers and sisters.
Nieces and nephews. Fathers.'
'Fathers? Her husbands? How many of them?'
'I'm not sure. How many she got, again?'
'I lost count some time ago. God in Heaven! I don't care,
Huggy. If she wants to see me, she can come here.'
'I'll pass the message on, Starsk. Then take off for safer
climes.'
'She can't actually execute you, Huggy. She has no power here, I
keep telling you.'
'For some reason, that doesn't comfort me. Don't say I didn't
warn you, Starsk.'
'Thanks, Hugs. You're a real pal.'
'I know. I even visit you in this rat-infested dump.'
'Not rat-infested now, Hugs. Let me introduce you to Push and
Pull....'
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
'Be quiet!' Hutch thought at his importunate lover. It was a
useless exercise, that he knew. Yet, he could not blame Starsky
for wanting him to come home. Hutch wanted to be home, wrapped
around Starsky's warm, tender body. Buried in him.
Listening to his heartbeat, and his breathing.
Be quiet thineself, Hutchinson, he thought. All in the fullness
of time shalt thy desires be fulfilled.
Starsky had a simple formula for what he wanted. He wanted
something, so he should have it. Now. Not that Starsky was
a simple man. Far from it. But he operated on simple
principles, when it came to things such as sex, and food. It must
have something to do with his upbringing.
And yet, so many men were that simple. Even scientists,
whom one would think should know better, believed they could reduce the
universe to a few basic principles. Some did in fact know better.
Feynman said, "Physicists like to think that all you have to do is say,
these are the conditions, now what happens next?" How like unto my
Starsky.
The universe was as much about chaos, as it was about order.
Travellers learnt that early in life. One can predict nothing,
count on nothing, bet on nothing. "Clouds are not spheres,
mountains are not cones, coastlines are not circles, and bark is not
smooth, nor does lightning travel in a straight line," as Mandelbrot
once said.
One cannot step in the same river twice, thought Hutch. If I
return home, will it truly be my home? Will Starsky and I be the
same men? No. Thus, there is no point in rushing home, as
if home were waiting for me, as it was when I departed, is now, and
forever shall be. Home is not waiting. Home has moved on.
The river has flowed past. It is flowing even now. It will
continue to flow. Have patience, my darling. I will
return. I, or someone like me.
In the meantime, there are one or two things which I must needs
do. I cannot walk from here, all the way to the cemetery.
Someone who knows me will drive by and spot me. That is chaos
theory for you. I'm cold in this doctor coat. More
chaos. Now, to impose a little order of my own. Ah.
Just what I need. A mall. A store that sells
clothing. How nice of the doctor to carry enough money to
purchase a jacket and a cap. I can speak the local dialect, so I
won't draw attention to myself, with my thees and my thous.
Thou didst laugh at me, when first thou didst meet me. Thou didst
try to change me, and to make me like unto every other man that thou
hadst ever known. But then, thou camst to see me as I truly was.
Thou lovest me for myself, now. Have patience. I will
return to thee. Or someone very similar, but changed somewhat,
like unto the river that flowest past, and is ever different.
Thou canst not hold me, Starsky. Thou canst not call me to thee,
and expect me to come to thee, like a child.
First, I must find a friend of ours. Huggy Bear. Dobey said
he was missing. No one has seen him for days, said Dobey.
That worries me. Mysteries worry me.
Thou wilt see me when I have solved this mystery to my own satisfaction.
Art thou listening?
**********************
He slipped silently through the alley door and up the back
stairs. Memories awoke in him. Memories of that last night
with Starsky. They had done this very thing, to avoid the cops
waiting in the street outside. Dobey had been waiting inside,
instead.
He put his hand on the doorknob, and twisted. The lock held for a
moment, then gave way to its master. He opened the door, and stepped
into the apartment.
It was strange, Hutch thought. This had been his home for years,
and yet it was not his home. It had never been his home.
All that had been a dream. Someone else's dream -- or someone
else's nightmare.
No one was waiting, sitting in his chair, like a spider taking over
another spider's web. But someone has been sleeping in my bed, he
thought, with a smile. If I had any porridge, he would have been
eating it all up. No matter, since he isn't here at the moment.
He tore off his borrowed clothes, and threw them in the garbage. It was
good to shower in privacy, in his own bathroom. To shave with his
own razor. Someone had changed the blade, since Starsky ruined
it, shaving his own beard. Strange how everything led back to
Starsky.
He stared at himself in the bathroom mirror. Yes, he
thought. This is what living without Starsky does to you.
You need to eat, and get some rest, before you can deal with missing
friends, and Gates to other worlds. The last decent meal you ate,
was the steak Starsky cooked for you. Since then, all you've had
is prison food, and hospital food. Both terms are
misnomers. Contradictions in terms.
He turned on the coffee maker, and opened the can of soup he'd bought
on his way home. It wasn't much, but it was hot. He left
the dishes sitting in the sink. He found his favourite jeans, a
shirt, and a dark blue sweater. His oldest, most comfortable pair
of boots. His black leather jacket. All these things he put ready
to hand, so he could get dressed at a moment's notice. Then, he
crawled into bed.
Starsky had lain here with him. He had forgotten his true self,
and Starsky had tried so tenderly to arouse his memories, to reassure
him with his body, and his mouth. Kisses, and sweet words, and
fierce embraces. Hutch had wondered over the years, if their love
was real, if it could endure anything. Now he knew for
certain. Starsky was the truest lover who had ever lived.
He was safe, held in Starsky's heart.
He closed his eyes, and let himself drift off, wrapped in the memory of
Starsky's arms.
***********
The soft snick of a lock being opened with a key, awoke him. He
slipped out of bed, and pulled on his jeans. He reached for his
knife, and opened the bedroom door. Someone tall, and dark, and
entirely human moved across his living room floor. Not
Dobey. Too slender. His star border, then.
He let fly with the knife, and it shuddered into the wall beside his
intruder's head. A soft gasp. Hutch turned on the light.
'Who's there?' whispered Huggy Bear.
'It's a good idea to know that before thou goest into someone else's
apartment,' said Hutch. He called his knife back to his
hand. 'Don't move,' he ordered.
'Hutch?' asked Huggy.
'In a sense,' Hutch told him. 'I said, don't move.'
His knife thudded again and again into the wall. Up from Huggy's
feet, around his shoulders, over his head, and down. An outline
of Huggy Bear, drawn in pock marks.
'Turn around,' said Hutch, at last. 'Take a look.'
Huggy turned. Hutch sent the knife flying one last time, to rest
beside Huggy's hand, briefly. Then, he called it back to his own
hand, once more.
'You're not Hutch,' said Huggy.
'I am indeed,' Hutch told him. 'But a Hutch of a different
world. Thine own Hutch died. They replaced him with me.'
'They?'
'The Demon Council. They decided I needed punishing. They
accomplished their task. They shall regret their actions.'
'The... the Demon Council? You're saying it exists? They
were right?'
'They?' asked Hutch softly, in his turn. 'Of which they are we
now speaking?'
'The cops who contacted me. They told me they wanted to break you
out of jail.'
'Did they? Well, they're too late, fortunately for me. I
escaped on my own, and I am returning to my own world soon. But I
was worried about thee. Dobey told me thou had disappeared.'
'Yes. The cops wanted me to help them break you out, and I wasn't
sure what to do. They said they only wanted to talk to you.'
'I'll warrant they do. I talk to demons with this.' He
showed Huggy his knife.
'That's just it, Hutch. They told me they were no longer really
demons. That they were becoming human, and they wanted to stay
that way. They want you to help them.'
'Help them? Help demons? To do what?'
'To stop the invasion of the Demon Council. That's what they told
me. I thought they were all insane.'
'Thou wert right,' said Hutch. 'They are insane, if they think I
shall help them. Let them handle the Demon Council on their own.'
Huggy looked at him for a moment. 'I guess I was wrong,' he said,
shaking his head mournfully. 'When I thought you were
Hutch. You're someone else. Someone I don't know.'
Hutch sighed. 'Thou wantest me to help demons?' he asked.
'I don't know anything about demons,' said Huggy. 'But these
demons seemed concerned about you, and they wanted to help you.
Can't you think about helping them?'
'I'll think about it,' said Hutch. 'Let us make some coffee, and
talk.'
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
'Nuclear weapons are out, as well,' Starsky muttered to himself.
'Hutch would say they harmed the environment.'
A knock disturbed his dark reflections. He turned toward the open
warehouse door. The man in the doorway bowed. 'May I
enter?' he asked.
Starsky smiled. 'If thou pleasest,' he said.
'Thank you,' said the man, politely.
One of Hutch's fathers, thought Starsky. Indeed, his Eldest
Father, if Starsky's memory was in order.
'Are you well?' asked the Elder Father.
'Very well, thank thee,' said Starsky.
'You looked unhappy, when I entered,' the Elder Father observed.
'I am thinking of ways to punish these people.' Starsky waved his hand
at the computer. 'Dost thou know much about them?'
'My Lady Wife informs me that they are cruel, and have my son in
bondage. We should kill them all.'
'That about sums it up for me, too.'
'Then what is the problem, if I might ask?'
'Hutch,' said Starsky. 'Hutch would object, if I killed them all.'
'Is it for your husband to object any decision of yours?'
Starsky smiled, wryly. 'This is a difficult concept, I know,' he
said. 'But Hutch is my partner, and my lover. We are
equals. I am not his Lady Wife. He is a Traveller, and I couldn't
enforce my will on his, even if I wanted to. He'd be very unhappy
if I tried. I don't want Hutch to be unhappy.'
'No. Of course not,' said the Elder Father, though he sounded
uncertain. 'My son tried to explain your culture to me, and your
marriage, but it is complicated.'
'Yes,' said Starsky. 'It is. Hutch is everything to
me. I'm only happy, if he's happy. If he's unhappy, I'm
miserable.'
The Elder Father nodded. 'If you had more husbands, your life
would be easier,' he offered.
Starsky laughed. 'Dost think so? One husband is enough, in my
opinion. But why did thy Lady Wife send thee to me?' he
asked. It was clear the Elder Father would never raise the
subject on his own. That would be a breach of etiquette, Starsky
remembered.
The Elder Father bowed. 'My Lady Wife was disappointed that you
did not greet her arrival,' he said.
'My home is here,' said Starsky, firmly. 'Hutch might find his
way through the Gate at any time, day or night. I must be here to
greet him. To care for him if he's hurt. I would like to
greet thy Lady Wife, but she must come here. To my home.'
The Elder Father paled at his words. Starsky knew what he had
just implied, but didn't care. He might find himself at war with
Hutch's Lady Mother, and his homelife would be unpleasant, once Hutch
learned of it. But Hutch would take his side, publicly. He
smiled at the thought of Hutch and his mother lobbing grenades at each
other.
'If thou preferest, I could send an email to thy Lady Wife. Save
thee the trouble of informing her thyself?'
The Elder Father shook his head, though he looked a little
regretful. 'No, thank you,' he said. 'I will tell my Lady.'
'Thou dost not think she'll kill the messenger?' asked Starsky.
'Kill me? Certainly not! I'm still young enough to father
children.'
'That's good,' said Starsky. 'Dost thou know what thy Lady Wife
plans to do? About rescuing Hutch, I mean.'
'She has shared some of her intentions with me. I believe she
means to launch a rescue mission herself.'
'She may do that,' said Starsky. 'But I will lead it. If
thou wishest, thou might inform her of that, as well.'
The Elder Father grew even paler. 'I will do so,' he said.
'Might I be dismissed, so that I might talk with my Lady Wife as soon
as possible?'
'Yes,' said Starsky. 'Thou art dismissed.' He waved his
hand vaguely, and nodded as the Elder Father bowed and walked away, a
bit shakily.
As soon as the man left, he went to check his arsenal of weapons, and
called Huggy Bear. If he was about to be at war with Hutch's
family, he would need reinforcements.
******************
'We're with you, man,' said Huggy Bear. 'Right behind you, all
the way.'
'The operative word being behind,' Captain Dobey added.
'Yeah,' said Huggy. 'Right behind you. Unless something
heavy starts going down.'
'And then you're leaving, right?' asked Starsky.
'Right,' said Dobey.
'I knew I could count on you,' Starsky said.
'Well, what do you expect?' asked Huggy. 'We're talking about
Hutch's mommy, here. Hutch. His mommy. You see?
It's like all those old monster movies. There's a monster, eating
people, tearing through the buildings like they were clay models --
'cause they were -- and they send in the army, and shoot at it, but
that just makes it madder, and it tears down more clay buildings, and
eats more people, and they shoot it some more, and just when things
look bad, they get even badder. Because the monster is a baby,
who ran away from home, and now its mommy shows up to look for it.'
'And the mommy spanks it, and picks it up by the scruff of its neck,
and they go home, and live happily ever after,' said Starsky.
'I wish she would,' said Huggy.
'I don't,' said Starsky.
'Of course you don't. Hutch is a pussy cat with you. You
pet him, and feed him, and tickle him. He purrs. Other
people show up, and that's when he shows his claws. And his
teeth. And that Damned knife.'
'I like his knife,' said Starsky. 'It's long.'
'I'm not commenting on that line,' said Huggy. 'We're getting
away from the subject here. Hutch's mommy. She has claws,
and teeth … and a knife. Can you get her to purr?'
'I don't want to make her purr. That would be incest.'
'I don't think it would bother her,' said Dobey.
'It would bother me,' said Starsky. 'She's not my type. I'm
not hers. I hope.'
A car pulled up outside the warehouse. Footsteps marched up to
the door. Many footsteps.
'Just stay seated,' said Starsky. 'Act calm, like nothing's
wrong.'
'Sure, man,' said Huggy. 'I am calm. Nothing is
wrong... I want my mommy.'
'Act like a man,' said Starsky.
'I am a man,' Huggy announced.
'I'm sorry to hear it,' said a voice. 'If any of you were women,
I would challenge you to the death.'
'Lady Hutchinson! I am glad to see thee,' said Starsky. He
rose politely, and nodded as to an equal. Huggy and Captain Dobey
got to their feet quickly, bowed, then slipped into the background.
'Art thou glad?' asked Lady Hutchinson. 'Then thou mightest
have made an effort to greet me properly.' She had an entire
entourage of husbands, servants, children and pets with her. The
pets snarled, and pulled at their leashes. 'Such an insult as
thou hast offered me, on my own world would be wiped out with gallons
of blood, and many heads, and ropes of entrails decorating my
doorposts.'
Starsky smiled. 'Dost thou see the wall?' he asked, waving his
hand to indicate it. 'My husband waits on the other side.
He needs me. That is more important than etiquette. If thou
wishest to remove my head, thou art welcome to try. But let us
rescue Hutch first. My head might be more useful on my shoulders
for that.'
'Thou art right,' said Lady Hutchinson. 'Even if thou art a
man. I have decided to forgive thee, and let thee keep thy
head. For now. We will talk about this again later.'
She strolled up to the wall. 'Thou sayest my son is beyond?'
'Yes. There is a Gate, but it's locked. Several Travellers
have tried to open it.'
Hutch's Lady Mother snorted in derision. She muttered something
about Travellers who couldn't find their way across the street.
She called her knife to her hand. Then, she began the commands
and entreaties that opened a Gate.
Starsky watched calmly, as she tried, again and again. He watched
her fling her knife in frustration, when she admitted defeat at
last. Hutch's mommy liked defeat no more than did her son.
'Why is the Gate locked?' she asked Starsky.
'We know as much as thou knowest,' said Starsky. 'But I think
Hutch has locked it.'
'Why would he do that?' asked the Lady, reasonably.
'I think he wants to protect me. If I went back to that world,
they'd arrest me.'
'Arrest thee? For what, pray tell?'
'For making love with thy son,' said Starsky.
Lady Hutchinson was silent for a moment. Then she laughed.
'Thou dost jest with me,' she said. 'Do the police in that world
have nothing better to do with their time?'
'I don't jest. They did arrest me, and Hutch, for making
love. They called it sodomy. Some of the police officers
were going to beat us to death for it.'
Lady Hutchinson turned to her entourage. 'Eldest Husband!' she
said.
'My Lady Wife?' asked her husband, respectfully. 'What is your
wish?'
'Send a message home. We need more troops here, if we're going to
invade a world of lunatics, as this one obviously is. Who knows
what they will do.'
Her husband bowed. 'If you wish it, my Lady,' he said. 'But
is it safe, to leave our own lands so unguarded?'
'That is a valid point,' said Lady Hutchinson. 'I will hire
mercenaries, not deplete my own garrison. Samhain is in three
days, is it not, David?' she asked.
'Three days,' said Starsky. 'The Gate should open then.
I've never known a Gate on this world that did not.'
'Let us hope thou art right, David. Order the employment of
mercenaries,' she told her husband.
'Have them join us here by tomorrow at the latest. Now,
David. What shall we talk about, if I am not to remove thy head?'
'Sit down, Lady Hutchinson. Join my friends and me for a
beer. There's a football match on TV.'
'Men? Knocking each other down? That sounds interesting.
And let's have more than one beer. Younger husband! Go buy more
beer. Then you may join us. All of you.'
'Thank you, Lady Wife.'
**********************
'Thou didst call me a dominatrix once, David. Is not that so?'
'Ah... yes, Lady Mother. But I meant it in a light-hearted way.'
'I see,' said Lady Hutchinson. She seemed to mull over Starsky's
use of the term Lady Mother, which he had never ventured before.
Then, she nodded, and accepted it. 'My son explained the meaning
of the term. It sounded rather amusing. Black
leather. Chains and whips. If I tried that at home, on my
husbands, I would be declared insane. Another Lady would challenge me
for the right to rule my family. My head and entrails would end
up draped over her doorposts.'
'Not a wise career move,' Starsky noted.
'No. And by calling me a dominatrix, thou makest me to sound like
unto a tyrant. I do not wish to dominate people -- my own family
-- for my pleasure. I rule my family. I control it, so that
we work together for a common purpose. We have power, wealth,
position. We own lands. We send representatives to
Parliament. I am one of the advisors of the Queen. I take
pleasure in all these things, but they are not simply for my own glory.'
'I know this, Lady Mother. I admire thee. Thou art
beautiful, and brave, and strong. And thy son takes after thee.'
'He does,' said Hutch's mother. She sighed. 'I envisioned a
different life for him. Such a beautiful baby. I wanted to
see his children. To watch them lead our family into the future.'
'And he met me, and those hopes were destroyed. I am sorry, Lady
Mother.'
'Ah, no. David. Thou hast no need to apologize. Even
as my son grew, I could see he would never stay in our world.
That I could never hold him, and keep him. That he could never subsume
his own being into any family, or obey the commands of any Lady
Wife. He was born a Traveller. I hoped he would grow out of
it, but at last I let him fly away. And he found thee, and a
place he could nest in. Thou hast made him happy, and thy love
and care for him is apparent.'
'It wasn't enough,' said Starsky. 'The Demon Council took him
from me. From us.'
'But thou did'st find him again. We know where he is. We will go
there and take him back.'
'Yes,' said Starsky. 'We will. It must be a joint effort.'
'Under thy command, my husband tells me. You insist on this?'
'Well, under my leadership, at least. Hutch is my husband.
If it were thine husband we were rescuing, would not thou insist on
being in charge?'
Lady Hutchinson smiled. 'Thou art right once more, David
Starsky. I suppose it is difficult for me to take thy place in my
son's life seriously, at times.'
'Because I own no lands, nor have I taken more husbands, or wives. And
Hutch and I have no children. All this is true. We own
nothing. We have no wealth, or power. Hutch is happy this
way. Wealth and power would make him miserable.'
'I was like that, once,' said Lady Hutchinson. 'I was a
Traveller. An active one, I mean. I Travelled. I
hunted demons. I made a name for myself. When thus I began,
I scorned all wealth, and power. I said that lands would tie me
down. Then, one night I had a dream. I dreamt of my own
lands, and a family. I dreamt of many children. And I saw
Ken in my dream. A beautiful son. A son who had the heart
of a Traveller, and a Demon Hunter. I had to make that dream come
true. And I have. Now, I must accept it. Ken is that
son. If he never gives me grandchildren, still I will love him,
and accept him for what he is. The beautiful son in my dreams.'
Starsky took Lady Hutchinson's hand, and kissed it. 'Hutch told
me that he dreamt of me,' he said. 'I dreamt of him. When
we met, we knew each other. Hutch said, it was fate.
Destiny. We were meant to be.'
'I cannot argue with fate, or destiny, or the power of dreams.
Thou shalt lead our troops into battle. But I shall be at thy
side.'
'We will fight together. One family. Hutch's family.'
'Yes,' said Hutch's Lady Mother. 'One family. It must have
been fated, to be so.'
Starsky saw Huggy grin at him, over Lady Hutchinson's head, and raise
his thumb in victory. Okay, thought Starsky. We aren't at war
after all. I've made Hutch's mommy purr.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
'Wow! You grew up in a world ruled by women? I'm starting
to believe in the demons, and that Starsky is alive. How could
you make this stuff up?'
'I'm not sure if the term 'ruled by women' is the correct one,
Huggy. It creates the wrong impression.'
'If you say so, Hutch.'
'I do say so. My world -- the world where I was born I mean, for
I no longer live there -- is feudal. The women own the
lands. They control most of the wealth. They fight for
dominance, sometimes quite literally. The women with the most
lands, the most wealth, and husbands, and children, are the most
dominant. The greatest of them is the Queen. My mother is
one of her advisors. If she became even more powerful, she could
challenge the Queen, and take her place. It is the feudal system
that rules my world. Most women don't have that much power, on
their own.'
'I see. And the men?'
'Are not slaves. We are subordinate to our wives. Our
political status comes from them. But we have our rights.
Most of us are happy with our lives.'
'You left that world,' Huggy pointed out.
'I'm a Traveller. I wanted to see the universe. I wanted to
hunt demons, and make a name for myself. I think I wanted to
challenge the power structure of my world, just a little. To show
that men could have power, too. Mayhap expand on the rights of
men. Not in any radical fashion. Merely to change the way
my people think about men and our abilities.'
'What changed your mind?'
'What makest thee to think something did?' asked Hutch.
'You say you don't live there. I suppose you never went home?'
'I met Starsky. My concerns about liberating the men of my world
lost vastly in importance, compared to that. Mayhap that was a
mistake, and one that I should do my best to rectify. I have
grown too settled, and domesticated. And look thee what has
happened.'
'Demons?'
'Aye. Demons. They won out against me, because I have grown
too soft, and domesticated.'
'Hutch? Soft and domesticated is not the word I would use to
describe you, just looking at you, sitting there. Must you play
with that knife?'
Hutch sent his knife whizzing past Huggy's ear, to bounce off the wall,
and back into his hand. 'I am feeling somewhat tense,' he said,
unnecessarily. 'Something is in the air. Something too big
for me to handle alone. I should not be sitting here with
thee. I should be on my way home, across the Gate. I need
to speak with Starsky -- Starsky!' Hutch jumped to his feet, and
began to pace the kitchen. 'He's planning something, that I
know. He hasn't been sitting idle. Goddess! What is
he planning? It could be anything, up to and including a full
scale invasion.'
'Invasion? Invasion of what?' asked Huggy Bear.
'Invasion of this world, thou logger-headed, fool-born clotpole.
Damnation!'
'Should I be insulted by what you just called me?'
'Be my guest, if it makest thee feel better. Thou shalt have more
problems than insults soon enough. War between this world and
mine own, for a start. And what if he haulest my family into
it? My Lady Mother is a Chief Advisor to the Queen. The
Queen might decide that an insult to her friend, is an insult to
her. If my Lady Mother mounts an invasion, the Queen might see
that as a challenge to her power and authority. She might involve my
home world, to show she is no slouch herself, when it comes to war.'
'Hutch? Hutch? You don't know that any of these things are
really happening,' Huggy protested.
'By all the Lords of Hell, I don't! You have never met my
mother. The last time I checked, she had twelve husbands, who
kiss her feet in adoration. Several of them, she won in battle
against Ladies considered more powerful than herself. The Queen
should look to the safety of her throne, and the possession of her head
and entrails.'
'Her what?' Huggy looked alarmed, but not alarmed enough, thought
Hutch. Never mind. There was no time to fully enlighten
him.
'We should be off,' he said to Huggy. 'I will take thee to my
world. Thou wilt be safe enough there, if I cannot persuade my
Lady Mother to halt the invasion. Starsky I can persuade, with my
fists if necessary. My Lady Mother is something else
entirely. Mayhap she will be satisfied with my safe return, but
it is best not to count on that. Much the best.' Hutch was
pulling on his leather jacket, as he spoke. 'Thou hast a car?' he
asked. 'Huggy? Huggy! Wake up! We must needs be off.'
'Hutch? I'm not sure I want to go with you. Such a strange new
world....'
'With such people in it? Trust me. I am a Traveller.
I will get thee there safely, and send thee home again, as well, if we
stop the invasion. We'd have a better chance of that
together. Show my people that there are innocents in your world,
who do not deserve to die. I imagine they have demonized the lot of
you.'
'Demonized! Yes. What about the demons? They need
your help.'
'Forget that for now,' said Hutch. 'This is more important than
some minor squabble among demons.'
'I'm not sure....' Huggy began. But Hutch grew alert, of a sudden.
'Hush thou!' he said softly. 'Someone is coming up the stairs.'
'I can hear,' said Huggy.
'Yes, he's not being stealthy, is he?' asked Hutch. He reached
for a kitchen knife. 'Take this,' he said. 'Better than
nothing, in a fight. Stay behind the kitchen door though, until I
call thee.'
The lock on his door was being unlocked once again. How many
people had keys, he wondered? The door opened, and a tall, dark
man entered. He shut the door behind him. Hutch had him
down, on the floor, his knife at his throat, before the man could draw
a breath.
'Dobey,' he snarled. 'Give me one good reason why I should not
slit thy throat.'
'Hutch?' gasped Dobey.
'The very same,' said Hutch. 'And thou art a filthy traitor, as I
told thee before. Shall I describe to thee the penalty for such
treachery in my own world? Do not say to me, one more time, that
thou wert only trying to help me, or I will cut out thy lying tongue,
and then feed it back to thee.'
'I'm sorry, Hutch. I'm sorry if what I did hurt you. But....'
'But? There is no but, Dobey. Nor is there an if.
Shall I describe to thee what those police officers did to me, when
thou did'st arrest me? When thou did'st shoot me in the back, and
leave me helpless? At their mercy? But they had none.'
'They told me they treated you well. I made them promise.'
'Well? You call shoving their batons up my arse treating me
well? And they came to my cell and beat me, every night.
But that was not the worst. The worst was thee, telling me it was
for my own good. No one treats me like that. No one, dost
thou hear me?'
'I hear you, Hutch,' Dobey managed to gasp.
'Then if thou hearest me, what dost thou have to say for thyself?
Art thou a traitor, or no?'
'Yes. I am a traitor. I deserve to die. I didn't know what
I was doing. I am sorry.'
Hutch eased back, a little. 'Huggy!' he called, softly.
'Find something with which I might tie Dobey up. Also, something
with which to gag him.'
'You got it, man,' said Huggy.
'What are you doing, Hutch?' Dobey whispered.
'That is my business, not thine. Thou did'st lose any claim on my
loyalty, long ago. But I cannot kill thee, in cold blood.
Doubtless, that is a fault in me. But thou shalt benefit from
that fault, so thou should'st not complain.'
Huggy came out, with an assortment of belts and ties. Hutch
hauled Dobey to his feet, and soon had him tied to a chair. 'How
does it feel?' he asked. 'How does it feel to be helpless, to be
at someone's mercy? To not know what will happen to thee?
Tell me, Dobey.'
'Does it make you feel better to get back at me like this?' asked Dobey.
'No, it does not. And that is not why I'm doing this. I
have a reason, Dobey. I must needs return to my own world, and to
my lover, to stop an invasion. Thou would'st attempt to
hinder me, because of thine own prejudices. Because of thy
blindness. Ah! What does it really matter what thou
feelest? Doubtless thou hast learnt nothing, and never will.'
'That's not true, Hutch. I can see I hurt you, and I am sorry.'
'But thou would'st do it again. I'm not granting thee the
chance. Fare thee well, Dobey. I do wish thee well, which
is more than I can see thou wishest me. Come on, Huggy. If
he turned up here, who can tell what's behind him?'
They started for the stairs, but they were too late. Footsteps
echoed once again within the stairwell.
'Damnation!' Hutch whispered. 'I was right. There are more
from whence he came. I knew we should not have lingered.'
He pulled his knife, and pushed Huggy behind him.
Someone hailed him from below. 'Demon Hunter!
Traveller! All we wish to do, is treat with thee. Might one
of us be given safe passage?'
'Why should I seek speech with any of you?' asked Hutch. 'Why
should I trust in any of you? Why should I not simply fight my
way out now, and save us all a very great deal of time and trouble?'
'Thou art a Demon Hunter,' said one of the visitors. 'Doth not
thy commission cover fighting evil, and helping people? Dost thou
consider us to be an exception, without even giving us a chance to
state our case?'
Hutch took a deep breath, as a diver might do before a plunge into the
depths of the ocean. If these people meant him harm, they would
have tried to take him by surprise. Perhaps whilst he slept, only
an hour before.
'Come upstairs,' he said. 'All of you. I'm not leaving
anyone down there, to plot against me out of my sight. You might
as well do that up here, where I can keep you under supervision.'
Several uniformed police officers, and a plain clothes detective,
mounted the stairs, slowly and cautiously. They showed Hutch
their empty hands, and eyed his knife askance. Hutch waved them
into his living room.
'You all know Captain Dobey,' he said, with a smile. 'He's tied
up at the moment, unfortunately.'
Dobey growled something from behind his gag, which Hutch ignored.
'Keep your backs to the door.' Hutch continued. 'If someone comes
charging through, guns blazing, you'll be the first victims.'
'Thank you,' said one of the cops, with heavy irony. 'As far as
we know, no one is scheduled to do so.'
'That reassures me,' said Hutch. 'And now, to what great event do
I owe the honour of this visit?'
'Once we were demons,' said the cop who seemed to be the spokesman for
the group.
'Once upon a time?' asked Hutch, with a raised eyebrow. 'But no
more?'
'Yes. That is the case. We were sent here as
punishment. Forced to assume human form on a permanent
basis. Some of us have been living as humans for years. We
have wives, and families, and friends, and lovers.'
'I am happy for you, and I pity them,' said Hutch. 'What do you
expect me to do?'
'Help us to remain human,' said the spokesman. 'As we all wish to
do.'
The other demon cops murmurred in agreement.
'I wish you no real harm,' said Hutch. 'As far as I know, you
have not harmed me. I don't hold you responsible for my
incarceration here, for I know who is to blame for that. I sympathize
with your wish to remain human. But I vow I do not know how I can help
you. I am a Demon Hunter, it is true. That does not mean I
can fight the entire Demon Council single-handedly. If I could, I
would have wiped them out long ago.'
One of the younger demon cops sighed. 'We don't expect miracles
from you, Demon Hunter. But you are our only hope.
Otherwise, we are at the mercy of the Demon Council.'
'Perhaps that is where you belong,' said Hutch.
'We were evil, once. Then, we were tempted to do good. The
Council punished us by sending us here. Or so they thought.
Now, we want to fight evil. Isn't that what you do? Why
don't you want to help us, even in some small way?'
'I don't trust you,' said Hutch. 'I'm not sure I would be
fighting evil, by helping you. What dost thou think, Captain
Dobey?'
Hutch removed Dobey's gag. The Captain spat out lint, and
grimaced in disgust. 'I think you're all insane,' he said. He
looked at Hutch. 'I wouldn't have anything to do with them,' he said.
Hutch smiled. 'Then it's settled,' he said to the
ex-demons. 'I shall help you, to the best of my ability. Do
you know what it is you wish me to do? Or shall I make it up as I
go along?'
'We have a plan,' said the spokesman. 'We want to lure the Demon
Council here, and kill them all.'
'Though it galls me to admit it, I agree with Captain Dobey. You
are all insane,' said Hutch. He strolled to the window, and
pulled back the edge of the curtain, slightly. 'Are you aware
that you were followed here?' he asked.
'That is likely,' said the spokesman demon. 'There are those
among us, who dream of returning to demon form. They know we are
not so inclined, and so they hold us in suspicion.'
'So do I,' said Hutch. 'But there are those on the Demon Council,
whom I hold in abhorrence. I revile their names. I would
filet them, upon this knife. Do all of you truly share my
sentiments?'
'We do,' said the demons. 'We will fight with you.'
'Very well,' said Hutch. 'We have formed an alliance, though I
doubt it will last for long. Make yourselves at home.' He
waved his knife about the living room, indicating the sofa and the
chairs. 'Stay out of my bedroom.'
'What about me?' asked Dobey.
'Ah, yes. I did forget thee,' said Hutch. He reached down,
and replaced Dobey's gag. 'There!' he said. 'That is
better.'
************************
'You know, Captain Dobey, this is all your own fault,' one of the
ex-demon cops informed him, waving his hand to indicate the captain's
bondage. 'First of all, you imprisoned a Traveller. He
didn't know he was a Traveller at the time, of course. But that
didn't improve his temper, when he did learn of it. How did you
find out, Hutchinson? Just out of curiosity.'
'Hmm? How was it that I did I find out what?' Hutch asked.
'That you were a Traveller,' said the cop. 'You had no idea who
or what you were at one moment. The next....'
'Oh, that. They did electrocute me. It works every
time. Those demons out on the street are making me nervous.'
'I bet,' said the cop. 'That's another thing, Dobey. You
attacked a Demon Hunter. Not a good idea, if you dream of
enjoying a long and fruitful life. Then, there's the world your
pal here comes from.'
'I am not his pal,' Hutch pointed out.
'I bet,' said the cop. 'The people from his world are....
they're hard to describe. They're not really human, for a start.'
'I'm human enough,' said Hutch, easily.
'Human enough for what?' asked the cop.
Hutch thought about that for a moment. 'Human enough for
Starsky,' he said at last. 'That is human enough for me.'
'I bet. And there's where you made your most serious mistake, Captain
Dobey. You kept Hutchinson here from joining his mate. The
men from his world.... they're hard to describe.'
'If thou sayest we are not really men, I shall --'
'No, no. I wasn't going to suggest any such thing,
Hutchinson. But you see, Dobey, they're fiercely loyal to their
mates. Until death. No matter what. Women rule the
households, and they can have a dozen husbands or more. But their
husbands worship them, and remain faithful all their lives.'
'That is not quite true,' said Hutch. 'Men from my world are
faithful to their wives, when it comes to other women. But
sometimes, they will lie with each other.'
'But it's all in the family, right?' asked the cop.
'Yes. That is true enough,' admitted Hutch. 'Adultery --
sex outside the family bond -- is almost unheard of. And
when it is... why art thou so interested?'
'You have a family bond with David Starsky,' said the cop.
'I do. It is no secret, to be sure. What is it to thee?'
'That sort of bond is a great strength,' said the cop. 'It is
also a weakness.'
'I know. The Demon Council used our bond to hurt us. It
nearly killed us.'
'We want to use that bond, as well,' said the cop. 'We want to
use that strength. David Starsky is plotting to return to this
world, to rescue you we believe.'
'Rescue me,' Hutch snorted. 'I can rescue myself.'
The ex-demon cop laughed. 'I'm sure you can, but he won't let
that fact stop him. He's probably raising an army, as we speak.'
'Is this something thou knowest for certain?' asked Hutch.
'No. We have no contact with the other worlds. We are
speculating, based on our previous knowledge of your mate. Do you
doubt our assessment of the situation?'
'Not for a moment,' said Hutch. 'Thou dost wish Starsky and me to
use his army to fight your Demon Council. Am I correct?'
'You are,' said the ex-demon.
'And then what?' asked Hutch. 'Thou and thy friends will make up
the new Demon Council, when the old ones are dead?'
'Not at all. We wish to stay here, and live out our lives in
quiet peace.'
'And I am going to return to my home world, and become the Thirteenth
Husband of the Lady Freeholder of Aguay.'
'Who?' asked the cop.
'Never thou mindest. 'Tis an old joke. I'll go along with
thy plan for reasons of my own. But don't expect me to swallow
the reasons thou feedest me. I was not born yesterday. One
word of warning. My Lady Mother might be part of Starsky's
army. She might not stop at destroying the Demon Council.
If I were thee, I would stay out of her way.'
The demon cop paled. 'Your mother?' he asked. 'She
might be coming here?'
'My Lady Mother,' Hutch corrected. He leant down, and spoke into
Dobey's ear. 'Thou should'st meet my Lady Mother,' he said.
'She would be thrilled to meet with thee.'
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Starsky opened his eyes -- an amazing feat of engineering. The
room was blurred, like an artistic photograph. He closed his
eyes, and rubbed them, then tried re-opening them. The room had
not noticeably improved.
He sat up, and looked around. Captain Dobey, Huggy, the Husbands,
children, cousins and pets of his lover's Lady Mother, all lay in a
tumble. On the floor, on his bed, on the table. He realized
that the sound he'd been hearing for some time was not the surf.
That was miles away. The snores of his companions were right
here. How had he slept through them? Ah, yes. The
beer.
One companion was missing. The Lady Hutchinson. He got to
his feet, and managed to turn around, toward the warehouse door.
Hutch's Lady Mother was still among them. She was awake, and on
her feet. She was also entirely naked. For a moment,
Starsky wondered what she intended to do in that state, in a warehouse
full of men, at dawn. Then, he remembered.
'Mornin',' he croaked, and got the expected glare in return.
'Damn! It's cold enough to freeze my balls off,' he complained.
'Miserable, snivelling coward,' said Lady Hutchinson.
'Okay,' said Starsky. 'I'll join thee. But if I have to
confess to Hutch that I'm missing a vital part, I'll put the blame
where it belongs.'
'Less talk. More action,' said Lady Hutchinson.
Starsky pulled off his rumpled jeans, and sweat shirt. The latter
was stained with beer. Leave it to his mother-in-law -- his Lady
Mother-in-law, he amended -- to decide to perform a Demon Hunter's
kata, when they were both hung over. Or maybe Lady Hutchinson
wasn't hung over. She looked pretty fit, for someone who had drunk them
all under the table, only a few hours before.
He stood beside Lady Hutchinson, to greet the first rays of the sun, as
it ventured inside the dark warehouse. They drew their
knives. They began the Demon Hunter's kata. The version
from Hutch's home world. Hutch's home world had a milder climate
than Starsky's own, at least in the inhabited regions.
He remembered the first time he met Hutch. They were both
attending a Demon Hunter's conference, on this very world. One
morning, Starsky woke early. He went for a walk in the
garden. Hutch was there, performing this kata. Tall, blond,
and naked. The rising sun had clothed his movements in a primeval
grace and dignity.
He thought perhaps he'd seen Hutch in passing, once before, on his way
out from one panel discussion, and on to another. What was the
discussion again? Modern Policing Methods vs Ancient Demon
Hunting: Will Modern Science Discover an Alternative Weapon to the
Knife? Starsky's own opinion was that it Damned well
should. Later, when Hutch had learned of his point of view, they
had fallen into a terrible argument.
'A machine gun? To shoot down demons? Starsky! Art
thou insane? Thou might kill many an innocent bystander with such a
firearm. The knife is the safest weapon, first and always.
What sort of world wouldst thou have?'
'A world with fewer demons,' had been his answer.
But the ensuing fight had been as nothing, compared to the argument
over Hutch's strange beliefs about chastity.
'What do you mean, we have to be contracted for a year before we can
fuck?' Starsky asked.
A brilliant opening salvo, for a battle that drew neighbours out on
their balconies to hear them better. That night was the first night of
the longest year Starsky had ever lived through. And it was worth
it, he thought.
They finished the opening movements of the kata, and faced each other
to begin the mock battle. Lady Hutchinson fought with one knife,
as did her son. Starsky used two. He was left handed, but
often hid that fact in a fight, by using his right hand to attack, and
his left for defence. When his opponent was lulled into thinking
he had Starsky's fighting patterns worked out, Starsky would switch, to
attack with his left.
Hutch's knife work was blindingly fast. So was his Lady Mother's.
They fought to the prescribed draw. Demon Hunters never fought
each other seriously. There weren't so many of them, to risk losing one
in an accident. They bowed politely, and turned away from the
sun, toward the darkness of the warehouse.
Captain Dobey was awake. He applauded. 'Very good,' he
said. 'Don't expect me to join you. It's cold enough to freeze my
balls off.'
Starsky bent down to check. 'Mine are still here,' he
announced. 'Just a little shrivelled.'
'What a relief,' said Lady Hutchinson, drily. 'I'm sure my son
will be happy to see thou art all there.'
'I'm looking forward to proving it to him,' said Starsky. 'I only
hope he doesn't insist on a long pilgrimage of purification, when he
does get home.'
Even after ten years, Hutch still had strange ideas about
chastity. But it was fun talking him out of it, thought
Starsky. Even if he hadn't managed to do that, throughout their
entire first year together. Men from Hutch's world seemed to be
made of equal amounts of fire and ice. For the first year,
Starsky became intimately acquainted with the ice.
Then came the fire.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
A few sickly rays of sunlight were slinking in the window. Hutch
regarded them with contempt. Was this world's Sun a White
Dwarf? He rubbed his aching eyes. He needed Starsky, a good
meal, and a good night's sleep in his own bed, he thought. That
was the problem, not the Sun.
The Sun. It was dawn. How long had it been, since he
performed the Demon Hunter's kata? Perhaps that would clear his
head. Allow him to make some sense out of the jumble of
impressions, and half memories, and conflicting desires, that competed
for his attention. Somewhere in that tangle, was the right
thread. If he could grasp hold of the end....
He got to his feet, and pushed the coffee table back. Moved a few
chairs. The kata required more room, to be performed
properly. No matter. Even in a shortened, simplified
version, the movements had power. He pulled off his shirt, and
jeans and stood naked, in the gathering light. He raised his
knife, to greet the sun.
He could hear the demon cops, commenting on his actions. Even in
the most intricate sequence of steps, in the most formal version of
this kata, when the Demon Hunter appeared lost in the maze of give and
take, advance and retreat -- even then, no Demon Hunter was unaware of
his or her surroundings. Thus, he knew instantly that someone had
joined him. He glanced out of the corner of his eye. One of
the younger cops, a man who had not spoken before, had found a simple
kitchen knife, stripped naked, and was copying his movements.
Hutch continued in the kata, and the young cop followed, as if he were
Hutch's student, or his apprentice.
Hutch remembered the first time he and Starsky performed this kata
together.
'To join with another in this kata, is to tear open the net of
isolation that binds the soul of the Demon Hunter,' Hutch had
commented. 'Thus, it can lead to friendship, to
comradeship, to love, to kinship, and finally, to mating.'
'That is what I want,' said Starsky. 'Especially that last part.
Mating sounds good.'
'Thou art importunate. It must needs happen in the fullness of
time.'
'How much more full needs the time be?' asked Starsky, with a glance at
his groin. Hutch ignored it.
'I have explained it to thee once already,' he said. 'Nothing has
changed since then, except thou art a few days older, and yet still
alive, despite thy vow that thou wouldst die, if thou didst not mate
with me upon the instant. Follow my movements carefully, and keep
thine eyes straight ahead.'
Starsky had moaned a complaint, but obeyed, linking his movements to
Hutch's out of instinct, beginning the formation of the bond that would
grow, until it became part of their nervous systems.
Strong. Unbreakable. At times, even painful.
Now, the young demon cop was performing the same ritual. It would
be an act of enmity, tantamount to a declaration of war, to break off
the kata now. They finished the opening dance, then faced each
other for the mock battle. There wasn't enough room for a proper
duel, so Hutch shortened the final part of the kata to several ritual
passes of his knife. Up. Down. To the left. To the
right. The young cop blocked his attacks, then countered them,
with a few amateur, but not entirely untrained motions of his
own. They stepped back, saluted each other to declare the draw,
and bowed.
They turned around, to face the room, and their audience. Huggy,
Dobey, and the other cops, all stared at them with astonishment.
Hutch found his clothes, and pulled them on. The young cop did
the same.
'Now, tell me who thou art,' said Hutch. 'That was not the first
time thou didst perform that kata. How would a demon know it?'
'We demons are not as ignorant as you hunters seem to think. You
study our rituals, to know more about us. We do the same with
yours.'
'Yes,' said Hutch, slowly. 'We Demon Hunters do indeed study
demonic rituals. It is part of the knowledge base, which helps to
develop the instincts that grow within us. But we do not perform
the rituals. To do such, would lead to evil.'
'Exactly,' said the demon cop. 'And it works the other way.
I met a Demon Hunter, while in mortal form. She was young,
and inexperienced, and she was from your world. She did not pierce my
masquerade. I was attracted to her, and pretended to become her
student. The pretence led to love. She asked me to be her
first husband.'
'What happened?' asked Hutch.
'She was killed, by a demon. I turned on the demon in rage, and
killed him.'
'That was why thou wert sentenced to this world, in mortal form,' said
Hutch.
He looked down at his knife hilt. The carven spirals spun and
spun, leading him to the centre of the maze, where dwelt the
dragon. He could feel Starsky's emotions, tugging at his
own. Starsky's anger, fuelling his own. Starsky's desire,
awakening his own.
'Thou art telling the truth,' said Hutch. 'Thou dost wish, in
verity, to remain mortal.'
'I do,' said the demon.
'Swear it, on the hilt of my knife,' said Hutch. 'And I wilt
train thee to be a Demon Hunter. Swear that thine allies here are true,
as true as thou art true, and I shall protect them, and so shall my
mate.'
The young demon cop placed his hand on the knife hilt. 'I swear,'
he said. 'I wish to remain mortal. I wish to become a Demon
Hunter. My friends wish to be mortal as well. All of them,
to the best of my knowledge, wish this, in truth.'
'What is thy name?' asked Hutch. 'Give me a name, a human name.'
'My true human name is Tristan. I chose that because my lover's
name was Ysolt.'
'How romantic,' said Hutch. 'Tristan, thou art my student, and my
apprentice, from this day forth, until I declare thee to be a Demon
Hunter. Obey me in all things, and I will support thee in all
things. Turn against me, and I will be thine enemy, and so shall
my mate, until the end of the worlds. This I swear.'
'I will be thy student, and thine apprentice. I will obey thee in all
things, until thou makest me a Demon Hunter. This I swear.'
'Very well,' said Hutch. 'I have myself a new apprentice, it
seems. First things first. We cannot stay here.
Perchance they be already searching for me. Then, there is
Captain Dobey. Perchance they be looking for him, as well.
Thou knowest more than I, of the current situation. Where shall
we go, Tristan?'
'We have a place, that we use as our headquarters. Will you trust
us, and come there with us?'
Hutch studied his knife hilt. The spirals spun. The dragon
slept, but she breathed fire. 'I will trust thee,' said
Hutch. 'I will take thee at thy word, that I might trust thy
friends. Do not break that trust, for I can be a powerful friend,
but a far more powerful enemy.'
The dragon lashed her tail from side to side, and woke. Her eyes
fixed upon Hutch, and she nodded.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
'I like this world less and less,' said Lady Hutchinson.
'My most humble apologies, Lady Mother, and what might I do to improve
conditions for thee?' Starsky replied.
The Lady laughed. 'Not this world, which now we do inhabit,
dolthead,' she said. 'The world to which our loved one was
stolen, and which now holds him hostage. It is filled with
violence, and death.' She shook her head, at the story she was
reading from Starsky's computer screen.
'Violence exists throughout the worlds -- indeed, throughout the
cosmos, Lady Mother.'
'Ah! But look thee. The violence of which I speak, the
violence with which my beautiful son is forced to live at this time --
it is pointless violence. It appears to have no antecedence, no
purpose, no fulfilment in anything wiser or better. If I kill an
animal for food, that is violence, but it has a purpose.'
'The animal might not see it that way, Lady Mother,' Starsky pointed
out.
'Thou art a jokester, Sirrah!' said Lady Hutchinson, mildly.
Starsky knelt at her feet, and kissed the hem of her gown.
'Forgive me, Milady,' he said. 'Hutch tells me the same thing, on
every possible occasion.'
'And now do I see why he doth love thee so. Thou wert right about
the animal, and its point of view. History will always be
different, depending on whether it be written by the victors, or the
vanquished. And yet, my son, tell me, if you can, what is the
purpose, what can possibly be the purpose, of these murders? Look
thou. One man, and he kills 40 innocent women, none of whom had
done him any harm, or could do him any harm, because he does not even
know them. They are not rivals to his Lady Wife. His wife
-- the strumpet! -- she is not worthy of the title Lady Wife, for she
does let her husband run loose in such a fashion, committing so much
senseless mayhem.'
'I agree,' said Starsky. 'That is the problem. The women
are not in charge.'
'Art thou mocking me, and my world?'
'No. Not at all. Oh, I admit, when Hutch first told me how
things were, the sort of place he grew up in, I was horrified. I
thought the men must be....'
'Less than men?' asked the Lady.
'Well, yes. I wondered, what sort of man would obey a woman?'
'What sort of woman would obey a man? And yet, the women of thy
world were forced to do so for many thousands of years. They were
treated as chattel. Uneducated, deprived of the right to vote, to
own property. My husbands are all educated. They Travel the
worlds. They lead my armies into battle. The cannot own
land in their own right, but my husbands all hold lands in feu, from
me. They do not have the power that the men of thy world once
had, and yet, I do not think they are so unhappy. This world,
here!' Lady Hutchinson tapped the computer screen. 'How
happy are the men? How happy can men be, if they do murder so
vilely, and for no gain?'
A car drove up at the door of the warehouse. One of Lady
Hutchinson's husbands entered. Her Eldest Husband, Starsky noted.
'Lady Wife!' said the gentleman, with a respectful bow.
'Eldest Husband!' said the lady, with a respectful nod. 'What
news hast thou for me?'
'Your mercenary troops have been hired, as you ordered, Lady
Wife. They shall be here, within the hour. But, Lady, I
have other news, as well.'
'Speak then, and tell me thy news.'
'The Queen, Lady, she has heard of your activities. You know that
she monitors all hires of large bodies of mercenaries. She
questioned me of your purpose. I told her as little as possible,
but I could not lie, nor could I refuse to answer entirely.'
'Very true, Eldest Husband. And very wise. So, what was the
Queen's reaction?'
'She says she is sympathetic toward your cause, Lady Wife. She
means to join you. She will be coming here, to this world,
tomorrow, and she requests that you should meet her.'
'And to refuse, would be an act of war. I know. Thou must
join me in greeting the Queen, David Starsky, whether thou wishest to,
or not.'
'Lady Mother....' Starsky began.
'Thou hast no choice, David. To ignore my arrival is one thing. I
might not have forgiven thee, and might have required thy head, in
recompense. To ignore the Queen's arrival, would indeed be an act of
war. She would definitely not forgive thee. She would
require the heads of many men, and women, before her rage wore out.'
'And thou hast spoken of senseless violence, Lady Mother,' said Starsky.
'Senseless? What is senseless about that?' asked Lady
Hutchinson. 'The Queen must be powerful. She must be seen
to be powerful. If she is not seen to be powerful, society will
fall into chaos.'
'Then I suppose I must greet her,' Starsky agreed. 'But if my
husband should come home, and I am not here to greet him, I will be at
war with your Queen.'
Lady Hutchinson smiled. 'And I might join thee,' she said.
'That might be just the opening I have been looking for.'
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
'What shall we do about him?' asked Tristan, indicating Captain Dobey.
'I was going to leave him here, but that is out of the question now,'
said Hutch. 'He knows too much. And it would not even
require torture, for him to betray us.'
'You don't forgive easily, do you, Traveller?' asked the older
cop, the spokesman for the group.
'Not easily, no. But I do forgive,' said Hutch. 'What is
thy name? Now that we are comrades, of a sort, give me a name to
call thee.'
'I am Officer Tremblay,' said the demon cop.
'I thank thee,' said Hutch. 'I inform thee that I do forgive, but
first, I must needs be given an adequate reason for the
transgression. All that I have received from Captain Dobey so
far, is lies.'
Captain Dobey made noises, from behind his gag. Hutch pulled it
down. 'What is it?' he asked. 'Dost thou have an adequate
reason, after all?'
'I have to go to the bathroom,' the Captain announced.
'Oh, no,' said Hutch. 'I am not holding thy prick, whilst thou
pisses. I might be tempted to rip it off.'
'I have to go, Hutch. Please. Or I'll go all over the
floor.'
'I'll take him, Hutch,' said Huggy Bear, speaking up for the first
time, in several hours.
'Take Tremblay with thee,' said Hutch. 'And thou, Dobey, do not
attempt to escape. That would not be wise.'
'I won't,' said Dobey. 'I just need to go.'
'So you keep saying,' Hutch observed.
Tristan was chuckling, but he stopped, instantly, when Hutch glared at
him. 'What is so funny?' asked Hutch.
'You,' said Tristan. 'Thou. Thou reminds me... remindest me
of Ysolt. She was so cold, so curt at times. She seemed
unkind, but only on the surface. Underneath....'
'Never thou mindest,' said Hutch. 'That matters not.
Verily, I can be cold and curt, and unkind, at need. Do not trust
that what lies beneath, will rise to the surface at thy command.
Only one may command my heart to beat, or my soul to sing. He is
far away, an entire world away, and to be honest, I think he is colder
and crueller than I, at this moment.'
'And then there is thy Lady Mother,' said Tristan.
'Ah, yes,' Hutch answered.
'Is she like Ysolt?' asked Tristan.
'Mayhap, but colder and crueller, for she has lived somewhat
longer…. Ah, Dobey. Hast thou finished pissing?'
'Yes, thanks,' said Dobey. 'Now what?'
'Now what? That is the very question that has been plaguing me.
Now what? What shall I do with thee? I cannot kill thee.
That would be messy. I cannot leave thee behind, for I do not
trust thee. I cannot set thee free, for the same reason, and for
the reason that I have not forgiven thee. Thus, we must take thee
with us.'
'Do we get a vote?' asked Tremblay.
'No,' said Hutch, with astonishment. 'What gave thee that
impression?'
'Nothing. Just curious. How are we going to take him with
us, though? He might escape, or make a noise, and attract
attention. It's almost fully light out. But he's big, and
cumbersome. We cannot simply pick him up, and carry him.'
'Why not?' asked Hutch. 'There's a rug in the bedroom. Roll
him up in that.'
Tremblay grinned, and went to get the rug.
'Hutch....' Dobey began.
'Be quiet,' said Hutch. 'I strongly advise that.' He
replaced Dobey's gag. 'If there is no adequate reason for a
transgression, the suffering of the transgressor might compensate, for
the suffering of the transgressed against. Of course, in our
particular case, it would take weeks for thee to suffer enough, to
compensate me, but every little bit counts.'
Tremblay came back with the rug, and he chuckled, as Tristan had
done. He didn't cease to do so, when Hutch glared at him.
'Come on, Captain Dobey,' said Tremblay. 'There will be no
arguing with him, in this mood. I don't even think his mate could
do that.'
'Leave Starsky out of this, and let us be off,' said Hutch.
'Those demons out in the street are plotting something. And if
they're demons, it must be evil.'
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
'I'm hardly of high enough rank to be welcoming a Queen, Lady
Hutchinson,' Captain Dobey pointed out. 'Especially a Warrior
Queen. Shouldn't the President be here to greet her? Or
better yet, Queen Diana, of England? Are you certain she won't be
offended?'
'I'm certain, Captain Dobey. Be thou at peace,' said Lady
Hutchinson. 'Our Queen is on a personal mission, to help me
rescue my son. For her visit to be noticed by the royalty of thy
world, would be a breach of protocol. She has posted her plans
with the governments of the leading nations of thy World, in order to
prevent misunderstandings.'
'Then why am I here at all?' asked Dobey.
'Thou art, in some sense, the head of David Starsky's family.
Thou art a man, of course, which is unfortunate. But it can't be
helped.'
'Yeah. Well. Sorry about that.'
'Thou art forgiven.'
'Thank you,' said Captain Dobey, with heavy irony, which Lady
Hutchinson seemed not to notice. Starsky nudged him, and
grinned. Lady Hutchinson appeared not to notice that little
by-play either.
The Gate was opening.
Gates were individuals, thought Dobey. Each one had its own
characteristics, its own sound, and colour, and temperament. He
was no Traveller, and so he could not open a Gate himself, but he had
travelled to other worlds in the company of Travellers.
He remembered one Traveller telling him that opening a Gate was like
persuading a lover to open her legs. What worked with one lover, might
not work with another. One time you had to entreat, another time
it was better to command.
The Gate opened, like a red velvet curtain drawing back. The scene
behind the curtain was misty, and distant, like an old photograph in
black and white. A woman stepped through, followed by her
entourage. She was tall, and black, and beautiful and
commanding. Dobey imagined she did little entreating with any
lover, nor would she need to. He reminded himself that he was a
married man, and bowed in as dignified a manner as he could assume.
'Lady Hutchinson. David Starsky,' the Queen
acknowledged. 'And thou art?'
Starsky nudged him in the ribs. He looked up. The Queen was
smiling at him. A cat smiling at the mouse it is about to tease,
before killing it and biting its head off.
'I am Captain Harold Dobey. David Starsky's superior officer at
Metro.'
'Metro? Ah, yes. Thy police station. We will see it, before
we return home.'
'I would be happy to show it to you, Your Majesty,' said the
Captain. Then he blushed. 'My police station, I mean,' he
added.
'Of course,' said the Queen. 'What else? In the meantime,
we have a world to invade.' The Queen smiled in that cat-like
manner again. She turned to one of the men accompanying
her. 'Senior Consort!' she said. 'Call forth our army.'
It was indeed an army that marched through the Gate. Rank after
rank of women, and men, marched through and lined up before their
monarch.
'Do you think we have enough soldiers?' the monarch asked her chief
advisor.
'That depends, Your Majesty, on what you intend to do with them,' Lady
Hutchinson pointed out.
'Rescue dear Kenneth, of course, my dear,' said the Queen.
Dobey wondered what 'dear Kenneth' would have to say to that. He
caught Starsky's eye, and saw his own doubts reflected there. Oh,
well. Dear Kenneth was perfectly capable of expressing his
displeasure, if he saw fit. Even to his own Queen, if the rumours were
true.
The Senior Consort approached him. 'I have never been to this
world,' he said. 'Do you have room for my Queen's army, at your
homestead?'
Dobey stared at him, imagining showing up at home with several thousand
troops. Imagining the look on Edith's face. Imagining
himself sleeping on the couch for months after.
David Starsky intervened, to Dobey's relief. 'I have room
enough,' he said. 'It's a bit damp, and dusty, but there should
be room to pitch their tents. Follow me.'
The army set off, after Starsky. The Queen was talking to Lady
Hutchinson. Neither of them seemed to notice that Starsky had
effectively cut out the Royal Army from under its leader's nose.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
'This was a Police Station, at one time,' said Tristan.
'But it hath been closed for several years,' Hutch observed.
'Why? Dost thou know?'
'Not for certain,' said Tristan. 'A sudden drop in the crime
rate, perhaps?'
'Such things do happen,' said Hutch. 'But not here,
methinks. And if such an amazing event had taken place, the
government would have created new crimes, to give the police something
to do.'
Tristan chuckled. 'You are a cynic,' he said.
'That I am, in truth,' Hutch admitted. 'With reason. I have
spent most of my life hunting demons. It's nothing personal,' he
added, at Tristan's sigh.
'Shall we go inside?' asked Tristan.
Hutch studied the old, decaying building. It held interesting
possibilities, he thought. The cells might still be usable.
He wondered it there were weapons, hidden away in desk drawers. Or had
everything useful been carted away, and destroyed?
They opened the trunk of the car, and pulled Dobey out, wrapped in his
rug. 'Are you still alive?' asked Hutch. Dobey grunted.
The other demon cops drove up in their car, and joined them. Tristan
unlocked the back door of the station, and the door swung open.
'Wait!' said Hutch, raising his hand. 'There's someone inside.'
'There often is,' said Tristan. 'Homeless people use it, as a
shelter. An unofficial shelter. We try to discourage it,
but they hang around anyway. And they do provide a bit of cover,
for our activities.'
Hutch drew his knife. He studied the hilt. At the heart of
the maze, the dragon was sleeping.
'Do you suspect demons?' asked Tristan.
'Always,' said Hutch. 'But I don't sense any here, with the
exception of thou, and thy friends. When was the last time thou
wert in this place?'
'Several days,' said Tristan. 'Why?'
'Events have been unfolding here, without thy knowledge. Walk
carefully.'
They moved into the building. Hutch in the lead, with his knife
drawn, and Tristan at his side. The other demon cops coming up
behind, carrying Dobey, rolled in his rug.
'Our meeting room is just ahead,' said Tristan. 'We keep it
locked, with several strong locks. It's stocked with food, and
blankets, and....'
'And someone has broken the lock,' Hutch noted. 'Thou hast a guest, it
seems.'
They opened the door. Someone squealed in fright, and jumped to
her feet. She was tiny, with huge blue eyes, and auburn curls, and she
held a bundle of rags in her arms as if it were precious.
'Please,' she said. 'Don't hurt me. I'll do anything you
tell me, just don't hurt me. Look! I have a baby. For the
baby's sake.'
Hutch took several steps forward, then fell to his knees. He held
up the knife, hilt first. 'Lady!' he said. 'I am your
servant. Command me!'
The young mother stared down at him, her eyes growing even larger, in
her terror. She stepped back, until she reached the wall, and
couldn't move any further. 'Don't hurt me!' she repeated.
'Why should I hurt you?' asked Hutch, in confusion. 'I am your
servant.'
'We're police officers,' said Tristan. 'We're checking this place
out. It's an old police station, and it might be reopening.
Do you need any help?'
The young mother seemed to relax. 'Police officers?' she
asked. 'You're not drug dealers, or murderers, or rapists?'
'No,' said Tristan. 'Nothing like that.'
'Certainly not,' Hutch added. 'I am a Demon Hunter. And I
am your servant,' he said firmly, for the third time.
The young mother looked at him properly for the first time. Her
eyes had cleared. 'A Demon Hunter?' she asked. 'You know
about demons?'
'One or two things,' said Hutch. 'What is it you need to know?'
'I'm not sure,' said the woman. 'I'm worried about my baby. I
think my husband is a demon.'
'You think? Lady,' said Hutch. 'That is not a good matter
on which to be in doubt.'
'I saw things,' said the woman. 'I saw him change his
shape. I thought I was crazy. Maybe I am. He said I
was. But then I heard him talking to his friends. Other
cops. They're going to lock me up. Take the baby
away.' The woman stopped for breath. Then she rushed
on. 'They were talking about the baby. She's a demon too,
they said. Then I knew. I had to get away. Even if I'm
crazy, so are they. Crazier than I am. I think my husband
is a demon, but I don't think my baby is. He's dangerous, if he thinks
that.'
'You are right,' said Hutch. 'Better to divorce him. Take
several new husbands. Good obedient husbands, who will not plot
against you behind your back.'
The young mother stared at him. Her mouth fell open. Then
she started to giggle. She sat down suddenly on the floor, still
holding her baby, and laughed for some time. Tears streamed down her
face.
'Now I know I'm crazy,' she managed to say at last. 'But I like
it.'
*****************
They left Dobey rolled up in the rug, but folded it back from his head,
and propped him against the wall. Hutch pulled his gag
down. 'I don't think anyone can hear thee shouting around here,'
he said. 'Thou wouldst be wasting thy breath.'
'I don't have the energy to shout,' said Dobey. 'You could unroll
me from this damned rug, too. I'm not going to try to escape.'
'Verily?' asked Hutch, raising an eyebrow. 'Why not?'
'Why not?' Dobey echoed. 'This... this is all too
interesting. I want to know what happens.'
'Ah! Thou art enjoying thyself?'
'Yes. I mean, no. No! I'm suffering horrible pains. My
heart! My legs!' Dobey moaned, and rolled his eyes.
'Bad acting,' said Hutch, dismissively.
'Why is that man tied up like that?' asked the young mother. 'Is
he a demon?'
'Nay, Lady,' Hutch answered. 'He doesn't really believe in
demons, though he suspects, like you. But demons are real, I
assure you.'
'Why do you call me 'you', and him 'thou'?' she asked.
'You are a woman, and a mother. Thus, my superior. Though
you are not my Lady Mother, or my Lady Wife, and I am not bound to obey
you in all things, I must address you with respect, and seek to please
you in so far as I may.'
'What planet are you from?' asked the woman. 'I know of no
country on earth where men obey women.'
'Not another planet,' said Hutch. 'Another World. This
planet is host to many Worlds. We are living in one, but all
around us, are many other worlds. We cannot see them, or hear
them. But we can Travel to them, through the Gates.'
'You came here, through a gate? Why?'
'I was brought here, against my will, by demons,' said Hutch.
'And what of your wife? Does she miss you?'
'I have no Lady Wife,' said Hutch. 'But my lover misses me, and
he is looking for me. He is dangerous, and I believe he has
joined forces with my Lady Mother. It is fortunate that I found
you. You are safer with me, Lady.'
'Lover? He? Your lover is a man?'
'Yes. Why do you look so distressed?'
'But, that is wrong,' said the young mother.
'Wrong? How is it wrong? We do not find it wrong. We
find it to be right. We are more powerful together, than apart.'
'We believe it is wrong. God says it's a sin.'
'God? God, or the Goddess as we say in my world, created this
universe, full of many worlds, and many ways of life. Order and
chaos, abiding side by side, on and on into Eternity. I have
Travelled to many of those worlds, Lady. In every World, there
are different ideas of what is right and what is wrong. In one of
the first worlds I Travelled to, they believed it was wrong to
wash. It was a sin, they said, because humans were made of earth,
and to touch water was to commit adultery, with another element.
They were horrified at my appearance, clean of the mud with which I
should have been coated. I tried to follow their example, but I
could not. It went against all I believed in. They caught
me bathing in a river.'
'What happened?' the young mother gasped.
'They accused me of heresy against the Earth, and sentenced me to be
buried alive. At my trial, I spoke in my own defence. I
said that in my World, we believe we are born of the Goddess of the
Ocean, and that I must honour Her by bathing. Some took my words
to heart, and they started a new religion. They rescued me from
the tomb in which I was buried, and set me up as their first
priest. I stayed for a while, then I told them I had to return to
my own world. They still see me as a sort of messiah, I am
sure. It was not my intention to found a new religion, it
happened by accident. But when I did return to my own world, I
faced a new trial, for interfering in another culture. I was
found innocent, but some Travellers still opposed my actions, saying I
am a force for chaos, rather than order.'
'These Travellers know you well,' Dobey observed.
'Verily,' said Hutch. 'Chaos has its place in the universe.
It is as important as order. Too much order leads to stagnation,
and death.'
'What does chaos lead to?' asked Dobey. 'What did it lead to on
that world where you became a messiah?'
'It led to a new religion. It led to religious wars, because some
could not stomach the new religion. It led to death, and
destruction. But it also led to new ways of thinking. Chaos
is dangerous. Life is dangerous.'
'You are dangerous,' said Dobey.
'Yes,' said Hutch. 'I am. Never forget it.'
He reached for his knife, and studied the hilt. At the heart of
the maze, the dragon awoke. Her eyes glowed red, and she breathed
fire.
'What wilt thou?' asked Hutch, of the dragon. 'What is in thy
heart?'
'Chaos,' hissed the dragon.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
'What is it thou art saying, David Starsky?'
'Your Majesty. Lady Mother. I am saying that the troops are
bivouacked on my property. I own this warehouse, and the lands
around it. This is my World, not yours. I would consider
any attempt to take charge of the troops and order them into battle
against my wishes to be an act of war. And I will respond accordingly.'
Starsky had prepared that little speech carefully, and rehearsed it
many times. He was rather proud of it. Certainly it had the
desired effect, of reducing his listeners to stunned silence.
Hutch's Lady Mother, and the Queen, were intelligent women, despite
their quick tempers. They looked at him, standing resolute before
The Wall, and decided to listen, before taking aim, and firing.
'What is it thou wishest, David Starsky?' asked the Queen.
'I want you to listen to me. You listen to the advice of your
husbands, don't ya? Even if they're men? I may be a man,
and in your world, I wouldn't be equal to a woman. But this is
not your world. And you know nothing of the world beyond that
wall.' Starsky waved his hand, indicating the Damned wall of
brick that kept him from his Hutch. 'Hutch is there. He
knows who he is, now. He's heard me call him, but he's staying
there. He must have a reason. I have to respect that.'
'So, David Starsky,' said the Queen, in a soft, dangerous voice.
'Thou dost suggest we sit here and do nothing? Thou dost suggest
that I should bow to thy superior knowledge, and hand over my troops to
thee?'
'Not at all, Your Majesty. I suggest that you command your own
troops. But, I suggest that I go first, through that wall, as soon as
the Gate opens, at sunset. I suggest that you give me time to
assess the situation. I'm a Demon Hunter. I know a little
of that World. I know Hutch. He knows us. He knows
we're ready to charge through the Gate, to rescue him. He's not
happy.'
'Thou knowest this?' asked Lady Hutchinson.
'I've always been able to feel what he feels,' Starsky admitted.
'Even when we're in different Worlds. It's hard to understand
him, sometimes. I don't know what he's up to. But I know
he's not happy with me. With us. If we can get out of this
without starting an Inter-World War, I suggest we try.'
'Is that the last of thy suggestions, David Starsky?' asked the Queen.
'For the moment, Your Majesty,' said Starsky.
'Thou art a brave man, indeed,' said the Queen. 'Lady Hutchinson
was right. Kenneth Hutchinson is a fortunate man. I am not
happy with thy rebellion, but I'll let it pass, considering the
circumstances. Thou shalt pass through the Gate, as soon as it
opens, at sunset. I shalt give thee the space of two hours, and
then, Lady Hutchinson and I shall follow thee, with all our forces
behind us. That is my final judgement.'
Two hours! thought Starsky. It was scarcely enough time, but more
time than he had dared hope for. It would have to do.
'Thank you, Your Majesty,' he said.
Now, they had only to wait until sunset. He had forged identification
papers, in case he was stopped and questioned. He had the money
he'd borrowed from Hutch. He knew how to get to Hutch's place
from the cemetery. None of this might be necessary, but it was
best to be prepared.
The light from outside the warehouse was growing dim. The troops
were growing restless. It was tight quarters in the warehouse,
and cold outside, and there was little to do but sit and wait.
Sit and wait for possible war.
Starsky sat, and waited, and played with his demon-killing
knives. He sent out questioning tendrils of love towards Hutch,
hoping for an answer. Forgive me my fear, and my longing, he
thought. Come home to me, without a fight, and I'll give you such
a welcome as no husband in the history of your World has ever
known. Our bed is waiting right here, and as soon as we send your
family and friends packing off home....
The Wall began to waver. Starsky could hear the strange music
that heralded the opening of the Gate. He turned and saluted his
Lady Mother, and the Queen.
'Two hours,' he said. 'Don't forget.'
Lady Hutchinson nodded, her eyes upon the opening Gate.
'Two hours,' the Queen agreed. 'That is all the time thou shalt
receive from me, so use it wisely.'
Starsky turned back to the Gate and jumped through, to Hutch and all
the dangers that awaited.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
'Lady? It's nearly sunset. Mayhap we should assemble before
the Gate.'
'I'm not sure I understand the reason for that, Mr. Hutchinson.'
'Call me Hutch, Lady. All my friends do so. I consider you
a friend.'
'Then please don't call me Lady. I'm not used to it. My
name is Mary.'
'Ah. If you wish, I will call you Mary. We should assemble before
the Gate, because that would be the best strategy.'
'Why dost thou think so, Traveller?' asked Tristan. 'Won't we be
putting ourselves in danger, out in the open, like that?'
'True,' said Hutch. 'But I think it necessary. I've been
piecing the story together, though I'm sure many parts are
missing. The Demon Council uses this World as a prison to punish
erring demons. But some demons want to stage a coup. What
better place to find willing rebels, than in a prison, full of demons
with a grudge against the council? Thou didst swear on my knife,
that thou hast no wish to return to demonhood, and the dragon believes
thee. So do I. But there are those who would relish the
chance. Not long hence, a number of wild demons came through the
Gate. They have likely been wreaking havoc, in this World.'
'We know this to be the case,' said Tristan.
'It's also likely that they, and their allies among your number, have
had you, and me, under surveillance. But they haven't
attacked. Why not? Most likely because they feel themselves
at a disadvantage. Or at least, not at a distinct
advantage. Tonight is Samhain. The Gates will open.
Demons will pour through, giving them the advantage they need.'
'So, why should we put ourselves in their line of fire?' asked Tremblay.
'Because my mate will also be there, and my Lady Mother with her
troops. They don't know that. I do. There is little
point in hiding from your enemies, if your allies also don't know where
to find you.... Lady Mary. We should assemble before the
Gate. You will be safer there, than hiding here.'
Mary studied his face, as if trying to assess his sincerity, and
wisdom. 'I don't understand what you mean about the
dragon,' she said at last. 'And I'm not sure what your mate, and
your mother can do to help me. But I see your point about hiding
here. I can't do that forever. I wish there were a safer
place for my baby. But where could I go? If I started
talking about demons, and my husband being one, most people would think
I was crazy. You're the only person who has listened to me.
I'll take a chance, and trust you.'
'Wise choice,' said Hutch. 'You are a woman and a Lady Mother,
and I have sworn to protect you with my life. I re-affirm that
vow, now. Tristan?'
'Yes. I will do the same,' said the ex-demon.
'Then let us be on our way,' said Hutch.
'Are you taking us with you?' asked Huggy Bear, his first words after a
long silence.
'My opinion still stands, Huggy. Thou woulds't be safer in my
world, for now. But I won't force thee to come along.
Dobey? Dost thou have an opinion on this matter?'
'Yes, I have an opinion,' said Dobey. 'I still think you're
crazy. I don't want to travel to this world of yours. Does
everyone there talk like you? I'd be crazy too, in a week.'
'Good point,' said Hutch. 'I think I shall take thee along, after
all. It will serve thee right. Come on!'
They moved out cautiously, though Hutch had no sense that demons were
near. It was nearly sunset, and Hutch was beginning to worry
about missing his unscheduled rendezvous with Starsky. Starsky
would not be likely to wait about in the cemetery for Hutch to join
him. He would start searching about the city, for his lost lover.
The thought brought a smile to Hutch's face. Soon, he would see
Starsky again, and touch him. Kiss him. Lie with him in
their bed. He reached out with tendrils of love, and longing, and
pleading for forgiveness.
'Forgive me,' he thought. 'I had no wish to stay away from your
side. It was necessary.'
A deep, forgiving love filled him. He could feel Starsky
near. Very near.
'The Gate has opened!' he said. 'It has opened early, and Starsky
is here. Tristan. Drive faster.'
We should have been there, when the Gate opened, he thought. What
if the demons are waiting, instead of us? Could Starsky hold them
all off, alone? No. He won't be alone. He'll have
troops with him. My Lady Mother's troops, at the least.
Unless he's done something rash. Such as scout ahead on his
own. Would Starsky do that?
'Tristan. Drive faster. Forget the speed limit. This is an
emergency.'
Tristan reached down, and turned on the siren. Tremblay reached
under the seat, and put the Mars light on the roof of the van.
Good idea, thought Hutch. Just in case.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Okay, perhaps he had been too cautious, thought Starsky. Or, not
cautious enough? Perhaps. But then, how could he have known the
situation? That was why he suggested he go on ahead, and check
the situation out. Leave it to a woman to listen to a man the one
time it would have been better if she'd been a typical stubborn female
determined to have her own way.
'Why don't we just kill him?' asked one of the bad cops, who had their
guns trained on him.
'Why don't we just kill him?' repeated their ring leader. 'I
don't know, Langley. Maybe because he's worth more to us alive,
than he would be dead?'
'Well, why's that?' asked Langley, clearly mystified. 'He's a
Demon Hunter. We're demons. It seems to me....'
'Yeah, Langley. It seems to you. That's the final word, in
my book. We keep him alive. Someone's bound to want
him back. Humans have strange tastes.'
'If you say so,' said Langley.
'You. Demon Hunter,' said the leader, to Starsky. 'Hand
over your hunting knife.'
'No,' said Starsky.
'Hand it over, or we'll....'
'Or you'll what? Shoot me? You just said I was worth more
to you alive, than dead. Changed your mind?'
'No. But the idea of you being armed makes me nervous.'
'Tough shit,' said Starsky. 'You know Demon Hunters never
surrender their knives. I'd rather hand you my balls on a plate.'
'I might ask for them next, if you don't co-operate,' said the demon
leader. 'Where's your knife?'
'You want my knife, you come and get it,' said Starsky.
'Keep your guns trained on him, boys,' said the demon leader, and he
advanced on Starsky.
Starsky waited, calmly and quietly. The demon leader patted him
down the front, feeling for the knife. Demons never believed that
the knives were not accessible.
'Turn around,' said the demon.
Starsky turned. The demon felt down his back, down the back of
his legs, between his legs.
'That tickles,' said Starsky.
'Shut up, and turn and face me.'
'Sure. Whatever you say.' Starsky turned, his knife in his
hand. He had the demon by the neck, the blade pressed against his
throat, before he could react, and order his men to shoot.
'Okay,' said Starsky. 'Some demons never learn. Tell your
boys to back off.'
'I'd rather hand you my balls on a plate,' said the demon.
'If that's what you'd rather, who am I to deny you,' said Starsky, and
he started moving the knife lower.
The demon kicked out, trying to escape Starsky's grip.
'Shoot! Shoot him, you morons!' he called to his buddies.
A bullet whizzed by Starsky's ear, missing him by centimetres.
Starsky moved his knife blade back to the demon's throat. 'Tell
them to back off,' said Starsky, again.
He could hear sirens, coming toward them. Backup for the bad
cops, he thought. He kept his grip on the demon's throat,
determined to go down fighting, like a true Demon Hunter. A van,
sirens wailing, was driving straight for him. Before it came to a
full stop, one of the doors opened, and Hutch leapt out, to stand with
his shoulder pressed to Starsky's.
'What took you so long?' Starsky asked.
'I had to convince my friends t'were best if they joined me,' Hutch
explained.
None of his friends left the van, but a window rolled down, and the
barrel of a gun appeared, trained on the demon cops. A voice over
the loudspeaker ordered them to lay down their weapons.
'You lay down yours, first,' said Langley. 'I'm willing to shoot
it out with you,'
'Tell him to back off,' said Starsky. 'Or I will cut your
throat. Slowly.'
'Does not this seem to thee to have happened before?' asked Hutch, as
they all stared hard at each other.
'Yes,' said Starsky. 'But this version will have a different
ending. We'll be on the same side of that damned Gate.'
'I hope so,' said Hutch. 'How didst thou make it through?
The Gate is closed.'
'I know,' said Starsky, ruefully. 'It opened, a bit before
sunset. I came through, alone.'
'To scout out the territory,' said Hutch.
'Yes. And then the damned Gate closed again. Why did it
open, in the first place?'
'That was my fault,' said Hutch. 'I opened it by accident,
because I wanted to see thee so much.'
'Like the last time,' said Starsky. 'You called me to you.
And here I am. Now what?'
'Now I open the Gate wide, for real,' said Hutch. 'I imagine my
Lady Mother is waiting with her troops?'
'Your Lady Mother, and your Queen,' said Starsky.
'Oh, shit!' said the demon leader. He opened his mouth to warn
his buddies, but he was too late.
The Gate sprang wide open, with a great blare of martial music.
Troops poured through, Lady Hutchinson and the Queen at their head.
'I think you are slightly outnumbered,' Hutch pointed out, to the
demons. 'You should have taken the opportunity to surrender, when
it was offered to you.'
****************
'We would like to ask you a few questions,' said Hutch, to their
prisoners.
'I should not,' said Lady Hutchinson. 'I should like to execute
them all.'
She demonstrated by stabbing one of the prisoners in the neck with her
knife.
'Shall I go on cutting?' she asked. 'I should like to remove thy
head, slowly, and carefully, keeping thee alive as long as possible,
and listening to thee scream.'
'Lady Mother,' said Hutch, gently. 'We may not torture
prisoners. It is against all the laws of Demon Hunting.'
'Thou mayst not torture prisoners,' said Lady Hutchinson. 'Thou
art a Demon Hunter. I am one no longer. I am thy Mother,
and these monsters kidnapped thee, and tortured thee. They are
demons, and criminals, and responsible for much pain, and from what I
can make out, there is no court in this Goddess-forsaken World that
will punish them. I must needs do so, and I shall.'
'Wait! Wait!' said the prisoner, in whose body Lady Hutchinson's
knife was residing. 'We didn't kidnap your son. We had
nothing to do with that.'
'Who did?' asked Lady Hutchinson. 'I should like to know the
answer to that, and a few more questions.'
'It was the Demon Council. You already know that. And we are as
much their victims as your son.'
'I reserve the right to doubt that,' said Lady Hutchinson.
'So do I,' was Starsky's comment. 'And even if you were, you don't seem
to have learned anything from your suffering.'
'Some of them have learned something,' said Hutch. 'My new
friends here. Especially my apprentice, Tristan.'
'Do you trust them?' asked Starsky, softly. 'I'm not sure I do.'
'I trust them, because the dragon trusts them. She approved my
taking Tristan as an apprentice.'
Starsky nodded. 'If the dragon approves, then who am I to argue?'
he asked. 'But that tells us nothing about what these jokers were
up to.' He glared down at the demon cop. 'Why were you
here, at the Gate?' he asked.
'Trying to escape this World, of course,' said the cop,
forlornly. 'We've never managed it before. Every time we
tried, we were caught. But we had hopes, this year.'
'Because of Hutch,' said Starsky. 'Because you figured I'd come
after him, if he didn't open the Gate himself to return home. And
we'd fight the Demon Council, if they showed up.'
'Well, yes,' said the cop.
'But they haven't shown up,' said Starsky.
'Well, no,' said the cop.
'Because we got here first, and they're probably back on the other side
of the Gate,' said Starsky.
'Well, yes,' said the cop.
'Which means they are probably wreaking havoc back in our own world,
and we're not there to fight them,' Hutch pointed out. 'And it is my
belief that this whole plot was to get us out of the way so they could
do so.'
'Well, yes,' said Starsky. 'So, maybe we should all go home and
fight them?'
'That sounds like a good suggestion to me,' said Hutch. 'My
Queen. My Lady Mother. I am sorry you did not get to go to war
against any opponent more fearsome than these few cowards. But
you could use your troops to fight the Demon Council back on Starsky's
world, if you wish.'
The Queen looked about, regretfully. 'I suppose you are right,
dear Kenneth,' she said. 'I was looking forward to invading a
World, and teaching it a lesson. It's a bit depressing to have
only invaded a graveyard, and punished a few pathetic would-be
demons. But let us fight the Demon Council, by all means.
Like the old days, Lady Hutchinson?'
'Like the old days, Your Majesty,' said Hutch's Lady
Mother. 'You may all leave,' she said to the demon cops.
'Leave now, and never come back.'
The demon cops ran off, gratefully.
One of them glared at Mary, as he ran by. 'I'll be back,' he
said. 'You can count on it.'
'What about your friends?' asked Starsky, as the troops began
retreating through the Gate.
'That is up to them,' said Hutch. 'Most of them have families
here, and no wish to leave this world. Tristan?'
'Yes, my teacher?'
'Dost thou wish to come with me, to my world, and continue your
instruction? It will mean that thou might return to demon form.
Wilt thou take that chance?'
'I could control it before, my teacher. I have no wish to be a
demon, but it might overpower me. Art thou willing to take that
chance?'
'I am,' said Hutch. 'The dragon approved our association.
Who am I to argue? Lady Mary? What about you? Will
you come with me, to my world? You told me there was nothing left
for you here.'
'What will there be for me in your world, Hutch?' asked Mary.
'Whatever you wish,' said Hutch. 'If you mean the world where I
was born, well, you would have little power there, on your own. You
would have to compete against many powerful women, to set up a
household. But in Starsky's world, where I live now -- the
possibilities are endless. If you like, you can live with
us. You are a mother, and will be treated with respect. You
can marry, as often as you wish, and bring new husbands into the
family. Have more children, if you like.'
'What are you saying, Hutch?' asked Starsky. 'You want us to
marry her?'
'No. Not exactly. But I want a larger household, with children in
it.'
'Ah!' said Starsky. 'And in the future, you are thinking of
moving home, and challenging a few powerful women, with all of us on
your side?'
'That is what I am thinking,' said Hutch. 'Are you with us, Lady
Mary?'
Mary looked at the Gate, at the troops marching through. She
turned and looked back, in the direction the demon cops had fled.
'Sure,' she said. 'Why not? It beats waiting here, to be
caught by my husband.'
'Yes. He could not touch you there,' said Hutch. 'Even if
he escaped this prison, Starsky and I will protect you.'
'So will I,' said Tristan, passionately.
Starsky caught Hutch's eye, and grinned.
Well, well, thought Hutch.
'Hutch?'
Hutch looked up. Huggy was standing there, looking just a little
bereft.
'If there isn't going to be a war, in this world, I suppose I can stay
here?' he said. 'But I'll miss you. I've lost two friends,
in a few weeks time.'
'You may come with us, if you like,' said Starsky.
'Is there a Huggy Bear in your world?' asked Huggy Bear.
'Oh, yes,' said Starsky. 'There is.'
'Then I'd rather stay here,' said Huggy. 'The Bear needs to be
unique. And that leaves Captain Dobey. What about him?'
'It's illegal to kidnap someone, and take him to another World,' said
Hutch. He strolled up to Dobey, and looked down at his bound
prisoner. 'What do you think?' he asked. 'Do you think
you've atoned for your sins against me?'
'No,' said the Captain. 'Probably not.'
'Then why don't you go with them, until you have?' said Huggy
Bear. 'Maybe their Captain Dobey will have one or two things to
say to you.'
'Yes,' said Captain Dobey. 'He probably will.'
Almost all the troops were on the other side of the Gate once
more. Time to leave. It was like a comedy of errors,
thought Starsky -- one miscalculation after another. But they had
settled a few things.
'Come on,' said Starsky. 'Everyone who's coming with me.
Let's make sure no one gets left behind.'
*********************
'What happened to the war?' asked Huggy Bear -- their Huggy
Bear. He was waiting for Starsky and Hutch, just inside the
Gate. The troops were marching out of the warehouse, into
the now darkened streets of Bay City.
'We think the war is here, in this world,' Starsky explained.
'The Queen, and Hutch's mommy, are going to offer their services to
fight it.'
'Hutch's mommy?' asked Hutch, incredulously. Before Starsky could
answer, Huggy was crushing Hutch in a bear hug.
'Man, am I glad to see you,' said Huggy. Then he noticed
Dobey. 'So, you're the son of a bitch who kept our Hutch in a
jail cell,' he said. He let go of Hutch, and punched Dobey in the
nose.
'Do I know you?' asked Dobey, rubbing his nose. 'You look familiar, but
I don't think we've been introduced.'
'Allow me to introduce myself. I'm Huggy Bear, and I have one or two
things to say to you. So does Captain Dobey.'
'I'm Captain Dobey,' said Captain Dobey.
'Not here, you're not,' said Huggy Bear.
'Can we settle all this later?' asked Hutch. 'I just got home,
and there's a possible war to run. I'm not letting the Queen, and
Starsky here, and -- oh, yes! My mommy -- handle it all. Where is
my mommy, anyway?' He stomped off to find her.
Well, thought Starsky. It looks like I won't be getting any for a
while yet. Maybe for days, by the look on Hutch's face. One thing
he could settle. He looked Dobey up and down.
'Let's get you locked away, until I can deal with you,' he said.
'One of the storage rooms has hooks in the wall. We can chain you
to them.'
'You're going to chain me to the wall?' asked Dobey. 'What sort
of world is this?'
'I wouldn't complain, if I were you. Not after the way you
treated Hutch,' said Starsky.
'Starsk!' shouted Hutch from the warehouse door. 'I've been
trying to call Metro, but all the lines were busy. I finally got
someone to answer the phone. It was one of the janitors. He
says there's a big demon invasion going on, downtown. We're
moving out. Me, and the Queen, and -- oh, yes! My
mommy. Art thou with us, in this endeavour?'
'Sure, Hutch. But Dobey here....'
'Never mind him. We've got bigger fish to fry.'
'I'll take care of him, Starsky,' said Huggy Bear. 'You're the Demon
Hunter. I'm the restaurateur. I'll serve him up a nice big
dish of crow.'
'Thanks, Huggy. You might save some for me, if Hutch doesn't
smile at me soon.'
'He'll get over his snit, Starsky. Soon as he kills a few demons.'
Starsky looked over at Hutch, waiting in the doorway. Yes, he
thought. He looks in a rare demon-killing mood. The Demon
Council is going to rue the day it messed with him.
'Let's rock!' said Starsky.
********************
They were quick-marching through the streets of Bay City, toward the
theatre of war. There was no time to find transportation for all
the troops at such short notice, so Starsky and Hutch marched with
them.
Starsky stole a glance at Hutch, out of the corner of his eye.
Hutch looked dimmed, somehow. Tired. Hurt. Since they
met in the cemetery, Hutch had not looked Starsky in the eyes, of his
own accord. Not once. He spoke to him, but not really to
him, Starsky thought. It was as if Hutch were speaking on the
phone, from the other side of the world. Starsky had tried to
touch him once or twice, but Hutch had edged away. Slowly and
carefully. Inconspicuously.
'Hutch?'
'Yes?' asked Hutch, in that Damned distant voice.
'Do you still love me?'
'What kind of stupid question is that?' asked Hutch.
He sounded pissed off, thought Starsky. That was a vast
improvement, over dimmed, tired and hurt. 'It's a reasonable question,'
he averred. 'You don't act as if you love me.'
'We're in a public street, with thousands of people around.
Soldiers of my Lady Mother and the Queen. We're on our way to fight a
war against the Demon Council. What is it thou wishest for me to
do for thee?'
'We're on our way to war, yes. That's why I need to know you love
me. Tell me you love me.'
'I love you,' said Hutch. His voice quivered a little.
Starsky stopped marching. He grabbed Hutch's arm, and pulled him
to a halt. He tugged Hutch's head down for a kiss. 'I love
you too,' he said.
'Starsk....'
'Hutch, we're lovers first. Demon Hunters second. Remember?'
'I remember,' said Hutch.
'That's good, because it seems like you've forgotten.'
'I haven't forgotten.'
'Then look me in the eyes.'
Hutch looked him in the eyes. Hutch's eyes were dark.
Unfathomable. Full of pain.
I will kill whoever put that look in your eyes, Starsky thought.
Man or demon. He pulled Hutch in for another kiss, and added his tongue
this time. He could feel Hutch relax, and forget about the soldiers of
his Lady Mother and the Queen.
'That's more like it,' Starsky told him.
They could hear the battle up ahead. The bellows of demons.
The chants of Demon Hunters. Starsky reached for his
knives. Hutch gazed down at the hilt of his own knife.
'The dragon is wide awake,' he said.
'How could she sleep, through that racket?' asked Starsky.
Hutch smiled at the small joke. Starsky took his hand.
'We're together again,' he said. 'Together.'
'Yes. That's the most important thing,' said Hutch.
He bent and kissed Starsky, all on his own. It was a quick
kiss. Light. His lips barely touching Starsky's mouth. But
the caress held a promise, and a reassurance. It was not Starsky
who had put the shadow in his eyes, but it would be Starsky who would
banish it.
******************
'I want to find Sydonay, and kill him,' said Starsky, as they entered
the fray.
'What a surprise,' Hutch commented. 'Get in line, behind
me. In the meantime, there are many other foes from which to
choose. What thinkest thou of the zombies?'
'Nice touch,' said Starsky. 'I think I recognizest an old lover.'
'Where?' asked Hutch. 'He's my first victim.'
The zombies were a nice touch. There was something unsettling
about slack-jawed, empty-eyed people ambling forward, unperturbed by
the spears pointed their way. What could the army do to them,
after all? They were already dead. Starsky picked out one
particularly unsavoury-looking specimen, and killed him again.
After a moment, the zombie got back on his feet, and shuffled onward.
'He looks a bit like unto thee,' said Hutch.
Starsky smiled. The battle was having its usual positive effect
on his Hutch. Perhaps tonight wouldn't be a complete waste, when
all was said and done. Killing Sydonay might help, though.
There was a certain feeling of satisfaction in dispatching a demon,
back to Hell where it belonged.
'There he is,' noted Starsky.
'Whom? Thine old lover?'
'No, stupid. Sydonay.' Starsky used one of his knives to
point in the direction of the demon. 'His looks haven't improved
since the last time we saw him. I get the first blow, whatever you
think. I want to take him down myself.'
'We'll take him down together,' said Hutch. And Starsky agreed.
They moved forward, knives drawn. They moved as one, like the
oiled demon-fighting machine they were. It was perfect, thought
Starsky.
*************************
'That was sloppy,' was Hutch's judgement. 'We're out of practice.'
'We got Sydonay,' said Starsky. 'That's the most important
thing. And we beat back the demon invasion.'
'Just barely,' said Dobey. Their own Dobey. They were back at the
warehouse. The Queen and her Troops had returned home,
victorious. Hutch's Lady Mother and her husbands were still here,
but she'd sent her mercenaries home with the Queen.
'The Demon Council is stronger than we thought,' Dobey continued.
'They've been planning this for some time, and they won't be happy you
guys killed their General.'
'I grieve for them,' said Hutch. 'I'll send flowers to the
funeral.'
'Do that,' said Dobey. 'In the meantime, you need to have those
wounds checked out.'
'They're healing already,' said Hutch.
'And you should be checked by a doctor, anyway,' said Dobey.
'After all you've been through in that other World....'
'No. No doctors. I'll have a bioscan.'
'Hutchinson!'
'No. I'm not letting any doctor within ten miles of me. It's my
legal right to refuse medical treatment. I'll have a
bioscan. It will show I'm fit for duty.'
'That's for me to determine,' said Dobey. 'And your partner,
here. He has to work with you. And live with you.
Though how he puts up with you, is a mystery to me. You can be
fired for refusing medical treatment, in case that point had escaped
your attention.'
'You may fire me any time you like,' said Hutch, coldly. 'And
Starsky may leave any time he likes.'
'Hey! Never mind talking about me, like I'm not here,' said
Starsky. 'I'm here, and I'm not going anywhere. Hutch says
he'll have a bioscan. I have our unit right here. If the
scan shows any problems, we'll deal with them.'
Hutch eyed him suspiciously. Starsky kept his face calm. In
the ordinary way of things, he would have dragged Hutch to the nearest
hospital. But when Hutch started talking about his legal right of
refusal, and Starsky's legal right to leave, it was time to back
down. For now, thought Starsky.
'I don't know,' Dobey was saying.
'Look Cap, I wouldn't let anything bad happen to Hutch. You know
that. He just needs a good night's sleep.'
'In this warehouse?' asked Hutch. 'It's probably crawling with
rats.'
'Not any more,' Starsky said. 'Push and Pull take care of them.'
The ferrets popped their heads up, at the sound of their names, and the
word "rats". Starsky picked them up, and put one of them in
Hutch's arms. 'That's Pull,' Starsky told him. Hutch
smiled, and stroked the golden fur. That's what he needs, thought
Starsky. Something warm and furry to stroke.
'Well, have your bioscan,' Dobey ordered. 'I'll go have a word or
two with my double. If the scan says your life isn't in any
danger, I'll let it pass for now. '
'Fair enough. Right, Hutch?' Starsky prodded.
'Hmm?' asked Hutch, absently. 'Oh, certainly. That sounds
fair. Go talk to Dobey, Dobey. And if he complains
about his treatment here, tell him it's for his own good.'
******************
Hutch had been in the bathroom far too long, thought Starsky.
They were alone in the warehouse, except for Push and Pull, who were
asleep, curled up together in an armchair. Starsky had made up
the bed with clean sheets, poured one glass of wine that he intended to
share with Hutch, changed his clothes several times, and finally just
got naked.
Hutch was still in the bathroom.
Starsky pulled down the covers of the bed, and sprawled in naked
invitation across it, the glass of wine resting on his stomach.
No. That was too naked an invitation, he thought, remembering
Hutch's odd resistance to his touch. He sat up again, propped
himself against the headboard, and placed the wine glass on the bedside
table, instead. After a moment, he pulled the covers back up,
leaving only his chest exposed. Would Hutch find that
threatening? Surely not.
It's like I'm seducing an uncertain virgin, yet again. For the
third time. I'm getting good at this. I hope.
Hutch came out of the bathroom at last, and for all the attention he
gave to Starsky, Starsky might as well have remained naked, and tied a
gold ribbon around his cock for good measure. Hutch was studying
their handheld bioscan unit. He sat on the end of the bed, and
handed the unit to Starsky, dutifully, his eyes cast down.
Starsky barely glanced at the unit, before putting it down, on the
table beside the full glass of wine.
'Art not thou interested in what the bioscan has to say?' Hutch asked,
quietly.
'I art,' said Starsky. 'But thou am an intelligent man, and
capable of making thine own decisions. If there were a problem,
you'd tell me.'
'Mayhap,' said Hutch. 'Mayhap I would tell thee.'
'You would tell me. No mayhap about it.'
Hutch seemed to give this matter some deep thought. 'The bioscan
reveals that my brain chemistry has been altered,' he said at last.
'When did this happen?' asked Starsky, calmly.
'They electrocuted me.... No, really they did. They wished
to cure me of loving thee.'
'Did it work?' Starsky asked, his voice tight with horror.
Electrocuted? They electrocuted Hutch?
'What an appalling question,' said Hutch. 'No. It did not
work.'
'Then why do you sit so far away? Come here, and let me comfort
you and care for you. Let me love you.'
Hutch got to his feet, but didn't approach Starsky. Starsky
watched him walk about the warehouse, examining the damp stone walls.
'I feel impure,' said Hutch, as he studied a crack in the masonry.
Starsky held his breath. He knew something had happened, to shake
Hutch's image of himself.
'Not because of the electrocution,' Hutch continued. 'After I was
arrested, and taken back to Metro, a number of police officers visited
my cell.'
'Did they beat you?' asked Starsky, wishing he had killed Dobey when he
had the chance.
'They used their batons on me, to rape me. I feel impure.'
Starsky wanted to scream that it was Dobey and the other cops who were
impure, but he knew that would be no use. In Hutch's native
culture, sexual fidelity was extremely important. Fidelity was a
major part of a man's image of himself, as faithful, moral, and
just. A man had sexual relations with his Lady Wife, and
sometimes, if he wished it, with his fellow husbands. Infidelity
was rare, and punished with a severity that in Starsky's world was
beyond belief. Starsky was Hutch's wife and husband, rolled into one.
Thus, Hutch's fidelity must be absolute, and not, under any
circumstances, questioned or threatened. Of course Hutch was
innocent of infidelity. The problem was to convince Hutch of
that. He'd been tortured, raped, beaten and electrocuted.
He wasn't thinking clearly.
'A man is like an arrow,' Hutch had told him, long ago. 'An arrow
that must fly true, and hit its target, or it is flawed. A flawed
arrow is worthless, and dangerous, and must be destroyed.'
'And a woman is a target?' Starsky had asked, amused.
'No, no. A woman is a quiver, that holds many arrows. A
woman is a bow, that shoots many arrows. A woman is an archer,
who tries to gather many arrows, and fires them at her targets, and
rarely misses. If an arrow is flawed, she will miss, and lose the
battle. A flawed arrow is treacherous.'
Starsky picked up the bioscan unit, and studied the report. It
was as he suspected. There was little remaining physical
damage. Abrasions, mostly healed. Bruising, mostly
healed. Hutch hadn't been eating properly for some time, and the
bioscan recommended supplements.
Then, there was the Damned altered brain chemistry. Starsky
couldn't make head or tail of that part of the report, and it worried
him. Hutch should see a specialist about it. No doubt in
Starsky's mind there. Nor was there any doubt in Starsky's mind
how Hutch would react, if he suggested such a thing.
Time to forget about seduction, thought Starsky. He slipped out
of bed, and approached Hutch, like a conqueror, come to claim his
due. 'Take off your clothes,' he ordered. 'Join me in a
kata.'
Hutch stared at him a moment, his eyes wide. 'You want to test my
fidelity?' he asked.
Starsky noted the use of the term 'you', with approval. 'I want
to test thy fidelity,' he agreed. 'And I will prove it.'
*********************
Starsky watched Hutch take off his clothes, and struggled to remain
detached and calm. His beloved was thinner than he had been the
last time he saw him. Prison food and loneliness. Grief and
pain. Guilt over the rape, too. Starsky wanted to forget
about the kata, take Hutch in his arms, and soothe away the bad
memories with love. He knew it wouldn't work. When Hutch
got an idea in his mind, there was no caressing him out of it.
Starsky had to demonstrate he was mistaken.
The took up their positions, side by side, and Hutch waited for Starsky
to begin. Starsky thought for a moment, then raised his knives
overhead, in the first movement of the Lovers Kata. Ancient,
simple, but not at all easy to perform. It required balance,
complete concentration, and trust in each other. Starsky watched
Hutch out of the corner of his eye. Hutch hesitated for a moment,
then fell into step beside him, and Starsky relaxed.
They moved together as one. Sometimes they mirrored each other,
Hutch moving to the left, Starsky to the right. They danced
closer together, and danced farther apart. Starsky led, and then
Hutch. Weaving and twining, creating a rope, and then pulling
each other in to shore.
Now for the challenge -- the combat section of the kata. Starsky
turned and faced Hutch for the first time. Hutch's face was pale,
and sweaty, and his eyes were dark. Starsky sketched out a
movement with one of his knives, as though threatening retribution for
some sin, some failure of integrity -- or fidelity. Without
hesitation, Hutch replied, with a gesture of denial. Their knives
clashed, broke apart, clashed again. Starsky challenged.
Hutch answered. Starsky pressed on, demanding more answers.
Would Hutch crack, or would he turn the tables on Starsky?
In an instant, Hutch was on the offensive, and his movements were
blindingly fast, as usual. His knife barely missed Starsky's
face, and Starsky sensed that Hutch was becoming truly angry, and
losing his concentration. Should he let Hutch continue, or signal
that the kata was over?
Even as Starsky began to worry, Hutch regained his almost-lost
control. He stepped back, and raised his knife in a salute.
Starsky mirrored his actions, and they bowed. The kata was
over. Starsky rose from his bow, and studied Hutch's face.
'Art thou well, beloved?' he asked.
'That is for me to ask,' said Hutch. 'The decision is yours.'
'I made my decision long ago, and there is no reason to change
it. You have the purest heart, and the bravest soul I've ever
known.'
'I was angry at thee,' Hutch confessed, suddenly.
'Why?' Starsky asked.
'I don't know. Because thou did'st abandon me, alone there.
I pushed thee through the gate, I wanted thee to leave, to be
safe. But then, I was angry, like a child.'
Starsky caught Hutch in his arms, and held on tight. 'I was
angry, too,' he said. 'You should have heard the names I called
you.'
Hutch pulled back a little, and glared at Starsky. 'What sort of
names?' he demanded.
Starsky grinned. 'Are you going to challenge me now? Test
my faithfulness?'
'I think I did that,' Hutch admitted. 'Thou art faithful unto
death.'
'So art thou. We seem to be stuck with each other.'
Hutch smiled -- a slow, blinding smile. 'I would be stuck with
thee,' he whispered. 'If thou could'st bring thyself to oblige.'
'Are you asking me to fuck you?'
'A most crude way to put it. Thou art a bawdy tickle-brained
horn-beast.'
'Sweet talker,' declared Starsky. 'Bed is this way.'
'Ruttish base-born lewdster.'
'Talk dirty to me, Hutch.'
******************
Starsky pressed tenderly against the opening to Hutch's body, and felt
Hutch flinch. The flinch was slight, but real. Starsky
wanted to ask Hutch if this were too soon, but he couldn't speak.
He was overwhelmed with love. He wanted to be joined with his
lover, and knew Hutch felt the same.
Hutch dug his nails into Starsky's shoulder. 'Go on,' he
said. 'Thine hands. Thy cock. They aren't the same as that
filthy baton. Thou know'st it. I know it.'
Starsky pressed on, and felt Hutch shudder with pleasure. When
they were completely joined, they lay still for a time, breathing in
gentle unison. This was the best part, he thought. The
best, except for the hot, silky journey into Hutch's body, except for
the moving together in a wild dance that ended in cataclysmic pleasure,
except for the spiral down into peace that never lasted long enough,
except for Hutch's murmurs of love, and the big, strong hands that
roused him again, only a few minutes later.
*************
'They tried to make it ugly,' said Hutch. He sat up, and
stretched, luxuriously. He was covered in a fine sheen of sweat,
and glowed in the lamplight.
'I was worried. That it was too soon, I mean,' said Starsky.
'Not too soon. It could never be too soon. Too late, mayhap. I
feel as if I've been crawling across miles of desert sand, and found an
oasis, just in time.'
'I'm still worried,' said Starsky. 'What they did to you, it
doesn't heal that fast. Talk to me. Don't just cover it up,
and try to forget.'
'I won't,' said Hutch. 'But I need to forget for now. I
need thee to forget for now. I need to feel like myself again,
before I can remember, and talk about it, even with thee.'
'If that's what you need, I'll go along. But do something for me?'
'Anything.'
'You might be angry when you find out what I want.'
'Thou wishest me to see a doctor about the bioscan. The brain
chemistry results, for the most part. I already knew thou would'st ask
that. I wonder what it portends, myself.'
'Then you'll do it?' asked Starsky, hopefully.
'In a few days. I need to find myself, and be in charge
again. It is no emergency.'
'If you say so. I'd rather have a second opinion,' said Starsky.
'Thou shalt have it.' Hutch leaned forward, earnestly. 'I
can hear the dragon. Most clearly. Without entering the
maze. She would warn me, if I had suffered any lasting harm.'
'You hear the dragon? Hutch! You hear voices?'
'The dragon's voice, yes. Perhaps it means I'm entering a new
phase. Perhaps I will be hearing thy thoughts next. Which
possibility does alarm me, I must admit. All thou thinkest about
is sex.'
'Not all,' said Starsky, offended. 'I think of other things, as
well.'
'Food. Sleep. Killing demons.'
'What else is there?' asked Starsky, renewing an old argument.
Hutch sat up straighter, and joined battle, nothing loathe.
'Many things. Sex is a low priority for men of my world. Of
necessity, for we must share our wives with others, and never be
unfaithful. I am rather fortunate, in that there is no one to
share thee with. I have allowed my sexual needs to come to the
forefront of my consciousness. Mayhap that be unwise.
Mayhap that was why the demons were able to conquer me.'
'Hutch! No. Don't think that. I cannot live without
this. Without you....'
'Be at peace. I'm not leaving thee. I'm not changing the
nature of our intercourse. But we have always been lovers first,
and demon hunters second. Mayhap it is too dangerous.'
'Is it?' asked Starsky. 'The Demon Council thought we were too
dangerous. And they could not conquer us, though they tried.'
'Not this time,' said Hutch.
'As long as we are one, they will never conquer us, even if they kill
us. We will always be Me and Thee.'
'Forever,' said Hutch. 'I plight thee my troth.'
*** The End***
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